it sucks because both our parents are shitty and hate us hanging around each other- like. to the point we cant contact each other AT ALL outside of school. he's mentioned he wishes we could text- so he would have some kind of distraction- but theres genuinely no way it could happen.. no matter how much i wish it would. as for everything else- i'm following it. i've been doing research - studying statistics- all of that- and putting it to use... its just that... nothing seems to be working.

Tw!!

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Suicidal ideation/plans?

my best friend for about two years now (I'll call him K) , has been struggling horribly since way before i met him. last year, he told me he was planning on ending his life. i panicked- we had discussed his sh before that- but never [censored]. I told the counselor. he was sent to a mental hospital by his parents. again. It didn't help him at all however. every hospital in our area is HORRIBLE. i wish i would have known that sooner... The beginning of this year started rough friendship-wise... but he had me promise i wouldn't tell anyone again. i saw how horribly it affected him last time ... and hesitantly agreed.

Recently however- he's been talking to me about it again. i dont know what to do anymore. i cant lose him. i've lost too many people in my life- and ig that makes me selfish but... hes one of the only friends i have left.

please. i dont know what to do.

twin you'll never guess what i did. foundation. IT HURT BUT GOSH DARN IT- IT WORKED!!!!

my bad.. Haven't been on in a bit. dragon fruit pink.

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BROOOOOOICJDUDJDJDHD YESTERDAY NIGHT I HIGHKEY MESSED UP BC MY WHOLE ARM IS COVERED. I FORGOT THAT TMRW IM GONNA BE OUT IN THE SUN ALL DAY PAINTING SOME SHOP WINDOW FOR MY MOMS FRIEND BC WELL... MONEY. IF MY MOMS FRIEND SEES I JUST KNOWWWWW SHES GONNA SNITCH. ITS TOO HOT WHERE I LIVE TO GET AWAY WITH A LONG SLEEVE OR JACKET IN THE SUN ALL DAY WITHOUT LOOKING SUSPICIOUS... IDK WHAT TO DOOOOASHDHDDUI IF MY MOM FINDS OUT I'M QUITE LITERALLY GONNA BE STRIPPED OF ALL POSSESSIONS. AGAIN.

im rlly freaking bored

is that normal orrrrr...

like im talking abt .. kicking around and squealing out of pure joy with every interaction

maybe im just weird man.

does anyone else just feel nothing but pure affection towards a friend you've had for years, and genuinely just cant tell if its like... romantic- or platonic?

madoka kaname till the end <3

BROOOOOOO THATS GREAT!!!! I'M SO FRIGGIN HAPPY FOR UUU :D

tysmmm :3

allllright

mayyy i ask to take part in such an art..?

bro thats actually horrible.. dw twin i'll join in on the sliming out....

AYYY I BELIEVE IN YOUUUU!! UR AMAZING GNG!!!!

hehhe... i'll grab the popcorn

areeee theese still up and running? :0