OMG UR SO PRETTY IM JEALOUS!!!

@Alastor don't! You so beautiful, please don't love, you are amazing and beautiful!

What is your guy's hyperfixiation? I'll start. Hi I'm Jae and my hyperfixiation is Sharks, Stars, and Drawing :D

@AveryTheBlueFox said in mah top bestie boos:

& @Lucifer-M

Yippieeeeee!~

@Joseph-Comix PROBABLY???

Catnap: worships prototype
Prototype: STAB

@AveryTheBlueFox ywww <3 <3 <3

@AveryTheBlueFox you are the nicest person I have ever meant and you are also funny, sweet like a strawberry, and kind

I am the challenge

but im down /j

same

RED YELLOW APPOL/Pink lady

theres more and im adding to it

(@AveryTheBlueFox) My love, my stars, my diamond my light!- you are my amazingly beautiful wife. I write this to you to say that you are the best thing to ever happen to me. You are the light of my life and the reason I'm still breathing,. My love, you make me the happiest man breathing. I want to make sure I don't make the same mistakes I have in the past with other relationships. I am going to be better, so much better than I ever was. I never mean to hurt you and I never want to hurt you and I will never hurt you. You are my drug. You make me happier than I have ever been. Just thinking about you makes me happy. My love, there are millions of ways to say I love you, but none of them are enough words to show or tell you how much I love you. There will never be enough words in the dictionary or in any language to say how much I love you.

I love the way you laugh, the way you smile, the way you look, the way you talk, the way you draw, and the way you are. I never want you to change. You are amazingly beautiful and funny and I want nobody to ever change that. I will help you when your at your lowest, I will always be there for you. I will stay with you through thick and thin and I promise to stay with you in sickness and in health. You are my strawberry and I want you to never stop being this happy. I never want you to stop making me how happy I am. I want to marry you, and I know I've said it many times before, but it's true. I never want to leave your side. I will always be there for you even on your toughest days when your battling demons. If you ever think about leaving me don't ever forget this letter.

I love you with all of my heart. I never want this happy feeling I have with you to end. I want it to continue on and on forever. I feel my happiest when I call or talk to you. Even when I'm super mad, me getting to talk to you and get to know you more makes me so much happier and makes my days better when they are not going well. Even though I'm terrified of you leaving me. I still write this to you because I wanna treat you better than anyone could ever treat you. I love you with all of my heart and hurt, harm, or damage your bright, loving, happy aura.

I know you think these are sweet nothings, but they aren't. I could talk to you all day and never get annoyed. I could look at you all day and never get bored of it. I can pay attention to what you need and want. I will do anything and everything to keep you because you are the light of my life. You are the Lavender to my Chamomile. I love you with all love my heart and I never want you to leave me. I don't know what I would be without you.

My love, you are the best thing to ever happen to me, don't ever think otherwise. I love you with all of my heart. I wish to never ever leave you. Some nights I just wish that I could hold you in my arms. You have always been there for me so now I get to always be there for you. I could say it a million times, I love you.

I love the way you laugh, talk, look, draw, and act. You make me act. You make me feel comfortable to be me and I wish for none of this (or that) to ever change. I will always be with you through thick and thin and I will never judge you for being you. You can always count on me to be there for you even if you yell at me (which I don't think you'll do). You look amazing in anything you wear and I want to be cute like you. I love your style and you make me feel comfortable. Sometimes you help my gender dysphoria by saying positive things about me. You make my dark days turn into lighter ones. You make me feel everything I say I'm not and I love that about you.

My love, you are so beautiful and I never want to make you change in any way, shape, or form. I wish the best for this relationship. I wish for this euphoria to never end. I feel as though this relationship might not last because of me being "crazy" and unstable (mentally of course).

My love, I wish to travel the world with you. I wish to see all of the beautiful places with you and smile, just knowing that none of the places will ever look as beautiful as you. I love you so so so so sooo much! I don't think I can say this enough, I love you, I love you, I love you. I love the way you do everything. I love your personality. Your eyes are beautiful, your hair is beautiful, and your skin is beautiful.

I guess I better wrap this up because it's about to be both sided and three pages (It is). I never knew I could write this much until I am writing this much and it's crazy. My hands hurt so bad but I'ma keep going to four pages (I never went to four pages) I love thinking about you and sometimes it makes me cry happy tears or even sad tears because of how much I miss you. I want to wrap this up but at the same time I don't want to because I still have so many loving thoughts about you.

Anyway I love you so much. I wish to never hurt you and I will worship you like the goddess you are. I promise this.

      Jae

“Thy sheath and let me die!” Nonetheless, this is what I remembered from the play “Romeo and Juliet” we did in 9th grade. But as I sat in my college dorm room drawing on my hand my roommate, Meara, came home with food so we didn’t starve. “Have you finished that one assignment yet?”
“No, no I haven’t.”
I wasn’t usually one to speak but Meara could tell something was off. “Hey, you alright Mishka?”
“Yeah I’m fine, why do you ask so?”
“Because you just seem off.”
I told her again that I was fine. Sometimes, I think she doesn’t have the best hearing.
A few hours later she got up to go make dinner. I stayed in my room and talked on the phone with a friend I had that I hadn’t seen in a long time. Oh god, how I miss them ever since that day. I will clarify that day on a day that I feel like talking about it. It sucks being a whole other dimension apart from a friend you knew for so long. You know, I have had a bad feeling about today all day long. I just didn’t wanna talk about it. I had bad feelings just like I did on that day.
I must be boring you, my dearest reader, by continuously talking about that day huh? Well, I guess I can give some details about it.

It happened in June, Summer of ‘85. A wonderful summer it was. Anyway, I was hanging out with some of my friends when I got a call saying my grandmother had passed and I got the house left to me in the will. I was about 13 years old so I had no idea what to do with a house. Maybe I could have lived in it when I was old enough to, but no, I was stupid. I sold it. For a lot of money though! I think it was enough to pay for my college payments. Cause I'm getting through college now and it's paid for. So, I'm pretty sure it was enough to pay for college. Anyway, on with the story. Before I sold it I wandered around the house. A creepy Victorian house it was. I went into the basement and wandered around the basement until I found a hidden room. The room was a ritual room. I found a book upstairs that said "Cantus" which from the Latin classes I took translated to "Spells" which was a book I went and grabbed. I went back to the ritual room and cast a spell that said "GENUS VERTO" I forget what that meant but I cast it anyway. I woke up a few hours later and I was a boy. Then I remembered what "Genus Verto" meant. It meant "gender swap". Anyway, I cast another spell called "SERPENTIS DIABOLI". I knew what this meant. It meant Serpent's Devil. I didn't think much of it at the time, so I just cast it without care.

I went back home and asked my mother if I could go visit my two best friends, Meara and Levvenou. So, I went to their house and we wandered around town until dark. This was 1985 and we didn't have school because it was summer. We got some ice cream, went to the park, and just had fun like any normal 12 and 13-year-old would during the summer of '85. Then something unexpected happened. There was an attack at the grocery store we had gone to minutes before.

A few weeks later, there was a fair that we didn't go to because we all were going on a trip to Fairplay, Colorado. The fair went wrong. Like, two or three rides crashed and ended up killing a bunch of poor little kids. I feel bad for the families. I send my condolences to those families. I had thought about it being from the spell I had cast but I didn't think much of it. I only thought about it once or twice.

not yet. im about to though.

yeah sorta

@ExaGirl cause it "Distracts me"

@ExaGirl Also i dont mind questions

Autism & ADHD