@KiwiFarmsArkavel mbbbb

@KiwiFarmsArkavel
I love you so much, i hope you know just how much ur loved by me.
i wanna be hoplessly devoted to u for the rest of my damn life
i hope we stay together for as long as we live dear
your the only boy ill ever love <3
i wanna love u no matter what happens, i wanna love u on ur good n bad days
i wanna be the one you get excited to talk to, the shoulder you can cry on
the person u can talk to abt anything
bc i care about you deeply, i cherish you to my hearts end
i listen to love songs n think of you, when i see flowers i image giving them 2 u, i wanna make you feel loved.
i dont know what your pst is or what the future holds but i want you to know
that i will attempt to be the best gf ever <3
or maybe even the best thing thats ever happened to u <33
i love you baby boy, dont u EVER forget it
i promise i always will.

@Aries Tyyy

@seal I didnt kmow abt the money part but i always separate the music from the artist since they r different things.

@wrenthebest please dont assume things, i do support melaine, but i push aside the rumors since there has been no response from melanie herself.

my fav mod, n my fav boy <33

mobile to go hometoreturnfromMissouriwithcautionaboutanfromexperiencetheabsenceofinterestwithcarebycontrastaboutwithinterestaboutasfollowsonSaturdayinalllikelihoodbyfarfromexperienceallaroundfromexperiencethebottomtoheavenasmanybookatworktoorderbyletteronSaturday

not to b rude but 2 ppl in that list r banned 0.0

color: pastel yellow
style: basic/preppy
drink: double strawberry daydream refresher (dunkin)
cotton candy & lime slush alani
food: dumplings n udon noodles
snack (sweet): yogurt covered fruit snacks
snack (savory): blue takis & dortios sweet spicy chilli
ppl: @Lil_silly @KiwiFarmsArkavel </3
artist: chappell roan & melaine martinez
bands: nirvana, green day, front bottoms
fruit: mango
clothes: babydoll tops
skincare brand: glow recipe
perfume: sdj 40
lippie: e.l.f vanilla frosting
candy: mike n ikes </333

@Laner2018 multiple times, ive been put on medication but all it does is make th thoughts worse. (I will delete this specific reply if it violates TOS.)

i hear ice cubes can help w sh, as in feeling the pain like @seal said.
like they numb ur wrists or smth

recently ive been struggling w SH tendencies n i want to be able to control them, i have ppl i care abt n dont wanna upset if i relaspe
i need advice. what else can i do?
ive also lost all motivation and have been bed rotting wth no plans to clean my disater of a room. i feel like theres nobody to reach out too.

I go by Kayla, Natalie has alot of trauma behind it and makes me uncomfortable, i not the type of person to be like "THAS NOT MY NAME I HATE YOU" if they dont call me kayla though.

So jelly rn omg i bet u look good w it!!!

Melanie Martinez my fcking queen
also the Front Bottoms n Nirvana

draw yaoi bro

ima famun tax that bi flag

PEAK cinema. will be buying a king tung tung t shirt

singles w charms
ladder cuff
pride stars