the mental heath industry is bullshit genuinely lets say you have depression now your doctor gives you antidepressants guess what THEY'RE FUCKING WORTHLESS you get addicted to a point comparable to meth fucking meth and guess what they can worsen suicidal thoughts thereipests They're payed to talk to you nothing else and guess what all this shit is expensive money the only fucking thing that matters in life to the government in the end its all bullshit ask someone whos on antidepressants or getting therapy it doesn't help it makes it worse and costs cash

ive always thought hitler killed all the people he did because his mom either died and the doctor was Jewish or he was just fucking schizo maybe both what do you think oh also hitler was in a photo with a Jewish girl after he knew and this was in like 1939 or smt so he was already "purifying" Germany so yeah idk what to think abt that

He's not a pedo so who fucking cares I've got gaslit and emotional abused you don't see me complaining

As you have probably seen I have been gone. as to why well my rabbit midnight has cancer I released her into the wild earlier today so she could be with the wild rabbits outside for her final moments the good news is that the rabbits have gone to where she is so now she's with them. The bad news well I don't get to see her again I hope that she enjoys the rest of her life as much as I've enjoyed with her.

Back INNNN MYY DAY I had to wake up at 3 bale hay till 7 take a light jog 97 miles to school in an hour do school work all day go home do my 28 pages of homework in 30 minutes and beg to have the privilege to do chores I would then weed eat with a shitty gas weed eater that didn't idle so every fucking time I let off the trigger of it IT WOULD SHUT OFF THEEN I'd fucking flood it and I would have to wait for like an hour and finally start it again then I would go to sleep at 8 now you kids have it too easy

I feel empty thoughtless dead. things go right and I feel like I've lost everything somehow

@Lana-Sonamy who Nathaniel? he is always with us maybe he's showing me something if he is I still don't understand it and I don't think I will

Today I feel weird I can't see right I can't think right and music feels different more dramatic. Everything feels like a dream a good one somewhat no boredom no pain no problems maybe it's my own hell perfection nothing wrong i get given to much and i over use it. am I already dead or is this a sign?

everyday i wake up barely remembering anything the night before. ive never known why nor do i anything it has always bothered me. a few weeks ago i took 255 mgs of melotonin i was out of control in a way i was up but i didn't understand anything. it was blissful the only time ive ever felt unreal unnoticed. but this is not about abusing melotonin as much as it is about me. have you ever wondered whats beyond all of this, i have and i still know nothing something by all we know has to exsist above us. but i still Don't know whats beyond it makes me ask are we already dead or is the idea of death mean this had meaning or value for life that might not exsist anyway.

@Melancholyyuga king von is the reason why mfs still racist

Ulysses s grant little fact the s in his name doent mean shit he just put it there to look cool and he's the only president to go bankrupt in his case by drinking that's why he's my favorite president you can probably guess why

Why live when death is a shot away I've always wondered that I don't fear death i fear what's after it. maybe there is nothing the thing I fear the most nobody can comprehend nothing every rule of logic we know indicates something but death we know nothing after except the physical side that's what scares me the idea that something could not exist but to no exist means something does exist to be the opposition of the comparison. I want to die I want to but by this point it's to late and if I quit what was the point if that even matters

Death is something we as people don't fear anymore we encourage it all I hope when I die is that this world fucking burns to the ground all of it what'seft love peace that's never existed if there's a God he's right for the death of us all

@Yanderemenhera
Do I even need to explain eating drill bits is a superpower in of itself and let's not speak of the amazing things she has done like helping me get a pedo off this site and a good person

@phantemxtx
It's obvious he's amazing attractive smart funny and believes in free speech why not like him he may be a schizophrenic pos that believes the world is shit but he's still amazing prove me wrong he also likes postal what's not to love

You all think this site is dieing? Dead means to not exist you don't quit when all passion is gone you keep going If you don't you've failed yourself and everything else im not a good person but I don't enjoy dead things I may be alone in that fact but it doesn't matter does it. Quiting is futile its weak people who think quiting is ok are the bane of this earth a plague so I say now this site isn't dead till I fucking say it is.

aries is obviously gonna win

send 30 cargo crates full of frozen chicken nuggets covered in Worcestershire sauce in a plane and drop them on the nintendo of America building ww2 style

i did it i ate the whole grain goldfish again Nathaniel told me not to but i can't stop i know your all dissapointed and i am too

dirty clanker ass bots