You are clearly holding your map upside down here. For starters, both good AND bad people are remembered, and they are remembered differently. For example, wherever you live I bet you know of at least one war hero or big leader that helped POSITIVELY. As a person who lives in the US I could name quite a few presidents that are remembered positively as well as war generals. There is a MASSIVE difference between infamous and famous. Me personally I don’t care if anyone remembers me, but if I WERE to be remembered I’d like it to be for something I did to help, not hurt. And the other thing I’d like to address is the part where you said nobody cared if I was a saint. The people I don’t know may not care sure, but the people I DO know certainly do, I mean I bet a lot of the people here have dealt with venting or helped a person at least once. And I guarantee that the person being assisted appreciated it. Life is rough, I get it, and being forgotten is a scary though- But in the end you don’t want to be famous for the wrong reasons- Even Hitler honestly thought he was in the right- Though of course, this is simply my take. (Also Truman was a president of course I would)