Uh... My school has blocked Browse. Which lowkey I understand why since it's a site where you can talk to people and stuff. But it's genuinely annoying. They've already blocked everything else and I don't have a proxy at all to get on from my chromebook anymore. I still will be on but I can't get on much during school hours.

@wobbledogs54 Yeah, I'm totally right there with you on that. School really sucks the majority of the time. It's not that it's hard its just more of the fact that the work and the people in the building is the reason why it's so horrible.
Sh isn't always the option though and I've been getting to learn that so I really hope you stop sooner rather than later. I wouldn't want anything bad happening to you even though I don't know you much.
If you need to talk to me about anything I'm here.

My day is already shit, honestly. I woke up drained because I haven't slept AT ALL and it just kept getting worse, and culinary was the breaking point. Being in that room felt unbearable because Megan, my friend (?) hasn’t said a single word to me in almost a week. Not a glance, not a comment, not even pretending I exist. She won’t look at me, won’t acknowledge me, and it hurts more than I want to admit. I keep replaying everything in my head, wondering what I did wrong or if I even matter to her at all, and it’s exhausting. I already feel out of place most days, and this just makes it so much heavier. Walking through the halls, sitting in class, existing in that space feels suffocating. I hate being at this school. It feels cold, lonely, and draining in a way I can’t escape, and today just reminded me how isolated I really feel. I’m tired of pretending it doesn’t bother me when it does.. a lot. And also, I have a choir concert that I didn't know about! I'm kinda ready for it but I have a way home but no way to school! My mom works so I don't know when she'll be home.
And also... just another thing. When I get home I need to tell you all the things that happened last night. It is very emotional and a little triggering to most people so I will be putting a warning on it but that's my day so far I guess. I usually don't do these things so I apologize.

@TheToast You're welcome.

@TheToast You are an exceptionally talented artist, and I genuinely believe you should continue cultivating that skill. Whether you choose to pursue it professionally or simply nurture it as a hobby, drawing is incredibly valuable and fulfilling when approached with dedication. Artistic ability is not something everyone possesses naturally, and the discipline required to refine it speaks volumes about your creativity and perseverance. And on a slightly off-topic note, I used to draw constantly as well. I still sketch from time to time, but there was a period when I was deeply immersed in it. (Honestly thought I would be an artist when I grew up but my future plans took a toll) I once completed full portrait pieces of James Hetfield from Metallica and Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance. Those projects required patience, precision, and a strong attention to detail, which is why I have so much respect for anyone who genuinely invests in improving their artistic technique. Drawing is a remarkable and somewhat rare aptitude. If you continue to hone your abilities with consistency and passion, there is truly no limit to how far your talent could take you.

@Fogbornz Most likely not.

@shrub Wait... What?

@KiwiFarmsArkavel I never said it was. I was also being funny last night. My apologies.

...
Your mom...

Do you think about
Everything you've been through?
You never thought you'd be so depressed
Are you wondering
Is it life or death?
Do you think that there's no one like you?

We are, we are, we are
We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up, and stand above the crowd
We are one
We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up, and stand above the crowd
We are one

The life I think about
Is so much better than this
I never thought I'd be stuck in this mess
I'm sick of wondering
Is it life or death?
I need to figure out who's behind me

We are, we are, we are
We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up, and stand above the crowd
We are one
We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up, and stand above the crowd
We are one

The life I think about
Is so much better than this
I never thought I'd be stuck in this mess
I'm sick of wondering
Is it life or death?

We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up, and stand above the crowd
We are one
We are the ones
We get knocked down
We get back up, and stand above the crowd
We are one

We stand above the crowd
We stand above the crowd
We stand above the crowd (crowd)
(We stand) we stand above the crowd
We stand above the crowd (we stand)
We stand above the crowd

we stand above the crowd
(We get knocked down, get back up) we stand above the crowd
(We are the ones) we stand above the crowd
(We get knocked down, get back up) we stand above the crowd

We stand above the crowd
We stand above the crowd
We stand above the crowd

@cv7mp My personal opinion, probably not.
Why I say this is because ex's are ex's for a reason. You guys clearly broke up for a reason and depending on how you guy's relationship was then it's probably best not to go back to step one with that.
Now.. I also can't talk much since I've gotten back with ex's before. And even currently, I'm talking to an ex but our relationship before was good for the most part... and we were together for four months before it went to complete shit. But, I know for a fact that it's still bad since like I said, ex's are ex's for a reason. It honestly just depends on if you guys can work past whatever problems you guys had during the relationship. If you can't, then definitely don't try it.

@saphirecrown1 I mean, yeah. But, I don't play them daily nor am I in band itself.

@saphirecrown1 I'm sadly not a band kid, but I know how to play the drums and the guitar. Haven't played in a while though so I don't really know if I still know how but yeah.
And... I am in choir. But not band.

@MozukuLR If I was online I would've been able to talk to you. I wasn't on my chromebook but I was up until four this morning.

@Aries My name has been Rylie for years... The be honest, I don't even remember why I had this name I think someone called me it and it kinda just stuck.

@Angie.dfwy Honestly, the best thing you can do is leave it alone. If it is a spirit you don't exactly know what you're dealing with when it comes to things like that.

@cutecoretherian Thank you!

@Aries Thank you! <3
Also yeah... It's a good site it just needs work that I've been slacking on.

@Faust Unfortunately, yes. That's the site I'm talking about.

Hello everyone.
Since I don’t believe most of you know me yet (aside from Blake), I wanted to take a moment to introduce myself.

My name is Rylie. I’m seventeen years old, turning eighteen next month, and I’m currently a senior in high school. I have a strong interest in rock and heavy metal music, and my favorite color is green. I consider myself generally calm, approachable, and easy to work with.

I’m also an admin on another platform, which has helped me develop strong communication, organization, and problem-solving skills. After graduating high school, I plan to pursue a career in 911 dispatching, so I’m familiar with the importance of professionalism, clear communication, and support in high-stress situations. If anyone ever needs assistance or simply someone to talk to, I’m always willing to help where I can.

It’s nice to meet you all, and I look forward to being part of the community.