im not even gonna type out the whole event but i got made fun of my everyone that was there (aside from my family they were all complete strangers dudeee)

ehh im doing better. he texted me a few days ago apologizing for some events tha happened a month ago even though it really was my fault but oh well

anyways i got my phone back finally! :D currently listening to musc for som reason.
im just gonna start writing little updates like this whenever i feel like it even though nobody really would read it if i really think about it haha

uhhh i like the song that goes like dududududu (idk im so bored its 2am rn..

so like basically me and my bf usually play fortnite everyday so we can hear eachothers voices nd stuff since my phone has parental controls that limit me from a LOT (ex. opening certain apps, texting or calling numbers i didnt save as a contact before the app, which my bf happens to be one.) and just earlier i learned hes going to some event for 3 days, then hes going to new york for a few weeks, THEN out of country of a month and a half without coming back home in between all of those. we both started crying understandably, since that would be the last time we could ever hear eachother for 8 1/2 weeks. i really dont know what to do anymore. i figured out a way to text him but im still unable to call him. the idea of not being able to see him for that long hurts so much and i cant imagine how much more it hurts him especially. he said he was going to get off, but he reopened fortnite right after because he said he already missed me. i literally cant live without him i stg hes so sweet and i love him so muchh

i just felt venting somewhere since my friends are all asleep rn so..