i love you dusekkar.

@toetickler

@Jujub_811

@Jujub_811 i am inclined to disagree.

@Jujub_811 i go on those donation games and sometimes i get like 100 robuc out of it. mostly its just standing there while kids think total robux donated equates to me having that much currently.
i just want to buy my cosplays man.

@Jujub_811 allow me to just

@questionoftheday takes too long.

im poor. i need money for cosplays. because im poor.

weelp. turns out i am no longer apart of my 2 year friendgroup.
yesterday, everything was just going along when all of a sudden, the discord server for us had a heart attack (owner basically nuking all the channels, roles, etc.) and i lost all my perms. two people from long gone have been brought in to discuss things.
me, those two people, and my three closest friends went into a vc to talk.
Psychosis, the one they mainly focused on, was confronted with his behavior, such as telling people to [dispatch] themselves over jokes, called one of my (former) closest friends a whore (both of these actions caused my former friend to take negative acts against themself, take that how you will), and other such general behavior. something that's been going on for months, almost the entire time we've known him, and this disscussion was a long time coming.
now.
i was roped into the confrontation, simply because i never stood up for my friend when Psychosis was going off on them. but i have. never publicly, but i've had so many talks with him privately about his behavior, and once or twice with some others. never with the full group, never in the public text channels, but i have. maybe i should've been more out-spoken about it, called it out right then and there, instead of waiting. by doing so, i hurt my friend dearly, whom we were very close. that was my mistake, i will admit.
but i am chastised about this, called disrespectful, and nobody believes me when i explained my actions. everyone starts going at Psychosis again, telling him he's a bad person, they don't believe what he says when he tries to explain or apologize, and generally shut him down. like i said, this was a long time coming. however.
i was only one sticking by his case. yes, he made everyone afraid of him because how he acts, and i will not deny i wasn't scared too (he reminds me alot of my dad when he yells). but i understand the reasoning behind Psychosis' behavior. and i said so - i explained why he acts this way, i said i do NOT condone his actions and agree something must be done, but i think he can change. it will take a while, but he can.
nobody was having it, saying i was "defending him." sure. if you say so.
so, after a bit, people leave, and it's just me and Psychosis. we talk, discuss things. i agree to help him, and we both agree to leave the friendgroup to work on ourselves (i'm a fairly messed up person too).
next thing we know, we are booted from the server, blocked by our two former closest friends. the consequence for us was banishment. we said okay, sent our final words, and went off by ourselves.
we haven't spoken to other members of the friendgroup yet (one of them is austrailian, the other has a job, the other other just floats around), although one of them, whom i don't talk to much, texted me asking if i was okay and that she was there if i needed her. it was sweet.
also Psychosis is the one who (i think?) likes me, and we're still very much friends.
so yeah. even if it's something i agree with, and know it's for the best, it's still a lot. i just lost most of the people i trusted most. it hurts. i'm sure i'll eventually find other people, but, eh.
man i'm tired.
i guess this is a vent? sorry for the wall of text. mods please don't reject this i just wanna get this off my chest.

@shrub whatev.

@shrub wait fr.
i was lowkey joking half somewhat you dont actually have to give me money.

@shrub you should give me that 700 hundred.
i need to buy my telamon cosplay.

@shrub you should give me like 600 of that 1.2 thousand.
pleaseineedmoney-

@saphirecrown1 well to be fair, what story is there in the mario games themselves?
oh mamma mia princess peach got-a kidnapped for the umptheenth time i-a gotta trek across the fucking universe to-a get to her.
rinse and repeat.
hopefully though with the next movie theyll actually build a plotline.

@saphirecrown1 i thought it did a good job with making the game(s) into a film. i liked it.

@Yanderemenhera we are fnaf.

@I_eat_sharpie i genuinely could not sit still through the movies cause it was so different then the books. i pissed off my surrogate brother at some point.

redrew my baby Penny as the heat abnormal cover art. lalala.

so this girl on the right is Alaida, a character from my forsaken au. she is an old friend of twink time, since they are both members of the spawn cult. Alaida however is smarter and better then twink time because she can see the bullshit the spawn does (the spawn is a real god in this universe, just not how two time portrays it). she also knew Azure, and actually saw twink time murder him, so yknow. also she's missing an eye because amarah, two time and Alaida's teacher, fucking ripped it out. because praise the spawn and some shit.
its a bit more than that but thats the basis lalala.