seasons

[Yanderemenhera]

愛して (ai shi te) you say to me now as it stains your lips. was it good? was it worth it? 愛してる (ai shi te ru) i say back as it drips down. it smells like rust, but you seem to enjoy it when i make it show. your words echo through my mind. seasons change, not unlike how i felt about you. first, you'd come anew, like spring flowers, then i'd feel warmth from you like the summer sun, then, you'd start to change like the leaves on the trees....
then, you'd be cold and crull like winter. it felt like years going by when i loved you. even though you only showed it for a tiny bit i was hocked.
i don't miss you. your words hurt more than sticks and stones ever would.
ごめね。　(gomene) i say to you, as you slowly made me crumble.
i'm gone now.
its nice.
i hope
y
o

                                                                 u

              

                                        
                                                                               can
       


                 make                       your own summer.

y o u never

                 needed 

                                                           blood to feel nice.

you never needed my blood.
not a drop.

none never needs that. don't hurt others to get your never ending summer just to let them rot in your cold prison.