Feeling gloomy.

Faust

My boyfriend decided to leave when I joined him on Forsaken. He was like, "not now." even when I needed support. He ignored my DMs. I don't wanna break up with him, but now I feel unattached and so I took off my matching pfp in betrayal. Am I an asshole for this?

I never done anything either. I wanted to spend time with him, especially because I felt alone last night with everyone ignoring me (sleeping or school) and just playing with him might get me somewhere.

We're not e-dating, we are long distance. We saw our faces and know our cities.

EDIT: I do not even play Forsaken, I just saw him playing it and bother to tell him that some of the payouts still go to souldrivenlove, which if you know what she did, then you know she doesnt deserve anything.

snailbly

@soleil I wouldn't consider you an asshole

Faust

@flutterfluff Thank you. It's just subliminal to me.

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I mean- I personally don't understand the thought process of losing the feeling of attachment and staying together- I wouldn't consider the PFP stuff too bad, I mean, it's a PFP, c'mon. But at the same time I feel like if you're dating more for the relationship than the partner, then a relationship shouldn't exist, although I could be misunderstanding the situation due to the tone of the post in general being negative and discussing your partner.

Faust

@NightmareWolfie I date him for him. I study his activities (not to a personal level but I can make interpretations). He felt off today, and I don't know. I lashed out. I don't know what to say to him. He's probably still ignoring me.

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@soleil Well in the end a person is a person- Far too complex for you or anyone else to have down completely, and if he didn't act his usual then my first guess would be you picked a bad time- I'd suggest you work on keeping composure during times like this as lashing out when he may need space will only lead to arguments or perhaps more

Faust

@NightmareWolfie Thank you Wolfie if I may call. I told him that we can settle in DMs if it helps.

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@soleil Good idea, now just be patient ;3 Also yeah, I'm Wolfie

Faust

@NightmareWolfie Thank you, again, Wolfie.
🫂

snailbly

personally I think its about attachment styles sort of or how you perceive things and feel from inside I struggle with relationships due to fact sometimes I split over a small thing and it makes me view them negatively so I kinda related to this but communicating is always good because no one can read your mind

Faust

@flutterfluff True. I have complex attachment issues from a few toxic relationships.

snailbly

@soleil as anyone should toxic relationships can make you not trust people as easily specially when being triggered by thing that reminds you of a time when you were inside of that relationship I'm also very keen on like being able to tell when a person is off because I get very emotionally aware to when I'm close with or even if I can't understand the tone of a person I don't know it either makes me wanna lash out or get upset

Faust

@flutterfluff You are similar to me.

snailbly

@soleil its probably because we both are neurodivergent with a bit of similarity in experiences

Faust

@flutterfluff That is cool.

snailbly

@soleil I don't know why but I'm sort of good at reading people or situations not always though but usually I'm close but reading neurotypical people is much more difficult for me as I just feel really different from most people I'm a bit better at understanding people who are sort of like me in a way

Faust

@flutterfluff I can read, but I can't speak my mind.

snailbly

I always try to pay attention to tone its way harder in text and somtimes just the way a text sounds in my head can entirely misinterpret something

snailbly

@soleil this is so real

snailbly

or sometimes I just act on emotions rather than logical thinking