My Life
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Today Is Halloween. My favorite holiday; still I feel empty, like no one cares. I call my friends, yet no one answers. My boyfriend broke up with me. My best friend betrayed me. I say I'm okay when really I'm crying but no one seems to hear. "Am I that unimportant? Am I that insignificant? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" Are my friends real? Or are they figments of my imagination? when they say they care, do they really or is it just pity? Today I was told to jump off a building because no one will miss me, and I ask myself- Are they right? will no one miss me if I die? I still can't decide if they are right or wrong. Should I try and see who cares? I feel worthless. I AM worthless. So why do I continue pushing through life with a very fake smile on my face? Am I wrong to feel this way? Or am I right?
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@Felixa-Lee i appreciate it
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bro the way you made this abt urself nd talked abt triggering topics w no tws... yuck
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@Felixa-Lee i appreciate it
i get how you feel completely its normal to have those self depreciating thoughts but i want you to know you are not alone, even though sometimes it may not feel like it you are loved and cared for and there is ppl to listen to you, I sincerely hope you have a better day and things get better for you , remember no matter how touch it gets nothing lasts forever
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i get how you feel completely its normal to have those self depreciating thoughts but i want you to know you are not alone, even though sometimes it may not feel like it you are loved and cared for and there is ppl to listen to you, I sincerely hope you have a better day and things get better for you , remember no matter how touch it gets nothing lasts forever
@jungwonstrannybf thanks
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Today Is Halloween. My favorite holiday; still I feel empty, like no one cares. I call my friends, yet no one answers. My boyfriend broke up with me. My best friend betrayed me. I say I'm okay when really I'm crying but no one seems to hear. "Am I that unimportant? Am I that insignificant? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" Are my friends real? Or are they figments of my imagination? when they say they care, do they really or is it just pity? Today I was told to jump off a building because no one will miss me, and I ask myself- Are they right? will no one miss me if I die? I still can't decide if they are right or wrong. Should I try and see who cares? I feel worthless. I AM worthless. So why do I continue pushing through life with a very fake smile on my face? Am I wrong to feel this way? Or am I right?
@Sarada_Uchiha07 it might not sound like anything coming from a stranger, but you really do matter. there's always something good coming up. even when there's bad, as long as you can keep pushing, you can make it. i understand how you feel. :( again it might sound stupid coming from a stranger, but i friggin believe in u and i hope u feel better. <3
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and im sorry abt ur friend, thru our messages in our dms, im sorry that was all i could do to help, im a lawyer, but im in Australia, Sydney, and ive experienced r@cism bcuz my ethnicity is south korean, i wish i could be ur friends lawyer, ive never lost a case, b4, but this is unfortunately all i can do for now, pls keep me updated on the situation, thank you, stay strong, and tell your friend itll get better. have a great day, thank you, and goodbye.
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@Sarada_Uchiha07 it might not sound like anything coming from a stranger, but you really do matter. there's always something good coming up. even when there's bad, as long as you can keep pushing, you can make it. i understand how you feel. :( again it might sound stupid coming from a stranger, but i friggin believe in u and i hope u feel better. <3
@kedamohno awww thank you
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Try to be positive as long as ur friends and family are there for u theres always a way to become positive
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@Felixa-Lee said in My Life:
TW; ive tried to kill myself last week, i slit my wrists ang hung myself bcuz my mom stabbed 8 times w/ a knife last month my dad pulled a gun on me when i was 9, my fiance Felix yea same name he found me, he gave me a blood transfusion at the hospital, and today, i got married. it does get better, dont be stupid like me, dont do what i did, im a lawyer at 15, and a millionaire now, yes minors can get married w/ parental permission. it does get better. FIGHTING!!! Korean term for : YOU GOT THIS !!!@Sarada_Uchiha07
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no damn millionaire is on bdns talking about mental health
