Genuinely hate my Foster mom.

Lucifer's Love

Okay, straight into it.
I have only been in the care of this woman for a couple of months compared to my previous home. Maybe it's my anger issues, or as she likes to call it: "Self entitlement". But she has genuinely caused a fray into the wires of my sanity.

First factor:
She's a hardcore religious person. I'm not, I'm atheist. That doesn't mean I don't support her decisions. But it makes me really uncomfortable when she forces me to do religion-based activities or other things. She also believes my Gothic style is "Evil", "Demonic", or "Witchy", Which I don't understand how my style resonates with such a theme AT ALL.

Second factor:
I fully believe she doesn't support my decisions or the LGBTQIA+ community at ALL. She tends to dead-name and not use preferred pronouns just out of spite. Specifically to another kid that was in the home at the time, but I'm not gonna get into that right now.

There are so many more things, and I'll name them later, but these are the main ones as of now.

Question: Ive tried to cope through it, but it doesn't work. What do I do?

itsgloomybear

well i feel u just hate my mom period and my mom is homophonic bro shes rlly religious to and so i get this religious guilt bc im nonbinary and pans i rlly get guilty bc my mom says ur a lady and nothing else so yea

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@itscookiebear
Yeah, it really sucks for me. It makes me wanna spin in a washing machine like a ragdoll. She pisses me off soooo much, it actually makes me feel insecure sometimes.

itsgloomybear

facts bro like ur so relatable

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@itscookiebear
Heh, I try!!

itsgloomybear

look at my post that says religion guilt