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(this isnt aimed, this is jus public, this isnt ab ppl not knowing things.)
tw// [censored]..???
what you dont comprehend is how DIFFICULT it is to be different. im so [censored] insecure about every little thing about me that it HURTS. i hate when people s3xu@lize me, i hate when people DONT appreciate my body, i hate the jokes, i cant [censored] stand being so conflicted. its like this, your put in a box at a young age to where you dont fit in according to society's standards. if you dont live up to a certain expectation, your a nobody. thats how it is. thats how it always will be. i dont fit in well with anyone, im aware of it. utterly. entirely. completely. i know. i would [censored] kill, and scrape and scratch and tear apart my [censored] skin off of my bones and body all over just to remake it into something people would actually notice. its a pain. i make jokes about it, or i'll laugh it off, but every [censored] time it makes me want to sit on the floor pull my hair out scream my head off and [censored] sob until i pass out. its not fair. "lifes not fair" okay, tell me why the [censored] everyone else is so [censored] pretty and im not??? why cant i have it? whats wrong with me, huh? why cant i be skinnier, why cant my fingers be slimmer, why cant my face be softer, why cant i look at myself in the mirror for too long without wanting to break it? and i understand people have theyre own issues, theyre own insecurities. but theyre so pretty.. and talented.. and have social skills, and know how to do so many [censored] things that i could only IMAGINE doing, that i could only DREAM of. its not my life. its not "who i am". who i am. who i am doesnt define me anymore, it hasnt for the past 3 [censored] years. im just going along with it until society gets [censored] fed up with me. i dont have any aspects of myself i wouldnt [censored] change. im entirely so [censored] disgusting i make myself want to puke. i hate it. i hate myself. im never going to be pretty enough. i need to except that. -
ima say everythin in dms >3
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You said yourself, life is not fair.
Im sorry for you, I understand you. I sometime feel like I don't fit.
But we can't give up now. Beauty is also super subjective. You can find yourself ugly but some will find you super attractive. I don't want to force you to love yourself, I want you to know other can love you for more that what you look like.Still winnin
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You said yourself, life is not fair.
Im sorry for you, I understand you. I sometime feel like I don't fit.
But we can't give up now. Beauty is also super subjective. You can find yourself ugly but some will find you super attractive. I don't want to force you to love yourself, I want you to know other can love you for more that what you look like.@kimpinereal thank you.. i know im just, ugh. i want to feel something.
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true im really am sorry for that ive felt once that im js ugly and i learned that ppl who act that judging you by looks are not real so i started to look more carefull of who im friends whith but we all love you @damon remembere we here for you
1-800-FLEX-TILL-DEATH
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true im really am sorry for that ive felt once that im js ugly and i learned that ppl who act that judging you by looks are not real so i started to look more carefull of who im friends whith but we all love you @damon remembere we here for you
@jojo thank you.. its more me than anyone else.. i guess i just want 2 feel something.
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n If any [censored] makes another post talking abt other ppl for vent posts then i'ma literally break in thru their window on spot :3
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n If any [censored] makes another post talking abt other ppl for vent posts then i'ma literally break in thru their window on spot :3
@Cybertrash0vtxxy as u should.. :sob:
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@Cybertrash0vtxxy as u should.. :sob:
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@damon LMAOO... can u imagine that tho? some1 breakin in thru ur window is actually wild :rolling_on_the_floor_laughing:
@Cybertrash0vtxxy Id do it/j
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i did it once before
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it was fun
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@jojo bro's a diff breed
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well i ended up getting jumped by my friends big brother
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You said yourself, life is not fair.
Im sorry for you, I understand you. I sometime feel like I don't fit.
But we can't give up now. Beauty is also super subjective. You can find yourself ugly but some will find you super attractive. I don't want to force you to love yourself, I want you to know other can love you for more that what you look like.@kimpinereal as an "ugly person" atp my only solace is having a developed personality
growing up ugly kinda forces u to resort to that\'-'/
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@kimpinereal as an "ugly person" atp my only solace is having a developed personality
growing up ugly kinda forces u to resort to that@lollapalooza What made me change how I feel about myself is that some people told me I was ugly but others find me good looking. It really depend who look at you imo
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(this isnt aimed, this is jus public, this isnt ab ppl not knowing things.)
tw// [censored]..???
what you dont comprehend is how DIFFICULT it is to be different. im so [censored] insecure about every little thing about me that it HURTS. i hate when people s3xu@lize me, i hate when people DONT appreciate my body, i hate the jokes, i cant [censored] stand being so conflicted. its like this, your put in a box at a young age to where you dont fit in according to society's standards. if you dont live up to a certain expectation, your a nobody. thats how it is. thats how it always will be. i dont fit in well with anyone, im aware of it. utterly. entirely. completely. i know. i would [censored] kill, and scrape and scratch and tear apart my [censored] skin off of my bones and body all over just to remake it into something people would actually notice. its a pain. i make jokes about it, or i'll laugh it off, but every [censored] time it makes me want to sit on the floor pull my hair out scream my head off and [censored] sob until i pass out. its not fair. "lifes not fair" okay, tell me why the [censored] everyone else is so [censored] pretty and im not??? why cant i have it? whats wrong with me, huh? why cant i be skinnier, why cant my fingers be slimmer, why cant my face be softer, why cant i look at myself in the mirror for too long without wanting to break it? and i understand people have theyre own issues, theyre own insecurities. but theyre so pretty.. and talented.. and have social skills, and know how to do so many [censored] things that i could only IMAGINE doing, that i could only DREAM of. its not my life. its not "who i am". who i am. who i am doesnt define me anymore, it hasnt for the past 3 [censored] years. im just going along with it until society gets [censored] fed up with me. i dont have any aspects of myself i wouldnt [censored] change. im entirely so [censored] disgusting i make myself want to puke. i hate it. i hate myself. im never going to be pretty enough. i need to except that.@damon being sexualize is the worst had something like that to happen to me before probably back in 2022 on instagram on my backup account i was responded to one of dm's i had the conversation was normal until they sent some nasty videos i said wrong person they said no then they said heard you like blank something honestly knew they were sexualize big time
if it ain't xo then it gotta go
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@damon being sexualize is the worst had something like that to happen to me before probably back in 2022 on instagram on my backup account i was responded to one of dm's i had the conversation was normal until they sent some nasty videos i said wrong person they said no then they said heard you like blank something honestly knew they were sexualize big time
@taytayy u missed half of the point...
but im sorry that happened 2 u
