vent - sighniu
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tw: abuse, foster care, slight violent desc. hello, my name is ren, im 17 and male and the past four years ive been in foster care and placements... i dealt with trauma That i cant tell anyone irl and wanna jst get my story out... so uhh.. ive been through seeing kids younger than me and even older get their faces smashed and saw horriblee staff abuse and was even absed by staff i developed ptsd and my mom caused me leaving... i lived since 14 in places that werent mine.. and its all "legal" i kinda needa put this n parts cus im on switch and it times out..
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i had to learn self defense, i had numerous things happen to me where even therapists now.. look at me nervous.. i resort now to telling details here.. it helps me telling someone... i now live in a happy home with a foster family that cares about me.. but i cant just forget.. i realised too.. when i am damaged.. people i love (online bec they care abt my personality not my looks...) i cant vent... 1 month after i got out i hd lost everyone of my friends... i then looked for my (now ex from abt 5 months ago) when i found them it was only a "so you arent happy even tho im here?" and it devolved into them guilt tripping and breaking up... i then now am in a poly... they all ignore me alot and i hide my sadness to help them more.. but they lean more on others and ignore me all day... i also did i bec i just want the pain to be less if they leave...
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so i devolved into a deep depression now... i will someday post my full story here... i needed to tell someone atleast but... no one listens... so i hope someone sees this.. (ps. im not gona yk.. die... im not a risk to myself.. just tired of holding everything in and acting like im ok just to b loved...)
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it just sucks fr... you get out of torture.. put your ful: love in someone... then get your heart broken... but... i wont be drastic.. i still live a life worth living :) i might just be single for a while soon.. i got less than a year till 18 and move on :)
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im sorry your lifes been so rough so far, you can dm me if you ever need to talk abt it or someone from @mental-health-chat-group :)
(also for future reference i think these post need a TW/Trauma warning in the title, in case you ever post smth like this again) -
im sorry your lifes been so rough so far, you can dm me if you ever need to talk abt it or someone from @mental-health-chat-group :)
(also for future reference i think these post need a TW/Trauma warning in the title, in case you ever post smth like this again)@_Izzy_ ah sry, thank you :)
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Yeah I had a lot of things happened when I was younger I never had any friends cause they think I'm a freak plus when I was four...lets just say I can't say those things in this website because its against the rules but yeah I had a lot of bad things happened to me and there still are. Even when I help everyone out I still can't help myself so hiding my depression Inside of me was the best solution for me
