why am i afraid of dieing

[mr cat]

one minute i,want to die and the next i dont want to die and then the next minute i dont give a f**k whats wrong and why am i having these mood swings?

[Enchanted]

Could be depression ? i have those same feelings maybe contact a doctor, therapist, friend or family member hope you feel better :)

[Enchanted]

or even bipolar disorder set goals for yourself to do everyday find hobbies or things for you to get excited about join groups meet new people and make friends. life sucks sometimes but its still worth living have a good day

[mr cat]

i dont mean suicide i mean that my deepist darkest fear is my death

[mr cat]

but its not like that every day it alternats somedays im fearless somedays im scared out of my m8nd and other days i forget completely,about it for weeks at a time

[Enchanted]

Oh i see i used to be afraid death when i was younger like the thought of not breathing or thinking but not anymore because i believe in the afterlife with Jesus (dont worry im not about to start preaching)

[mr cat]

go to dm / chat please

[mr cat]

this about to get personal

[mr cat]

@Enchanted do you kn9w what dm is??

[Enchanted]

it wont let me i dont have privilege?

[mr cat]

frick ok il just do it here untill i get @Birdo aka almond milk to give you special privileges

[Enchanted]

@mr-cat yeah direct msg but where is it on here ?

[Enchanted]

ok thxs

[Enchanted]

umm my timer is at 00 but im still here ??? why

[mr cat]

wtf??

[mr cat]

oh did you turn off your switch

[mr cat]

bru you there?? ???

[Enchanted]

yes lol

[Enchanted]

i went to sleep mode and came back

[mr cat]

ok you see speach buble in upper r8ght corner?