bedrot (*chud*)
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filth. clutter. clothes. scattered on the floor. laying on a broken bed that's basically on the ground. you have hardly any energy, typing burns your muscles but you get most of your social interaction through the screen. roaches, flies, fleas, all waltz over your body as you lay in the bed, some bite, like roaches and fleas, the flies just buzz on you. looking around you, you see months of neglect. you're so sick though that getting up for more than just a few minutes feels taxing. walking up the step to exit your room burns your calves. walking hurts. but that's no biggie if you hardly leave your bed. tired, oh so tired you are, you could sleep for 12 hours straight and not feel much different. you don't leave your house often, when you do it's just for errands and nothing more. everyone you speak to besides immediate family is through the screen. it's hard to maintain relationships through a screen but it doesn't matter much. doom-scrooling, indulging in unsavory content, chatting with people who you'll never see on discord or being chronically online on a dead forum or just watching YouTube take up a large amount of your waking hours. tired as you are, you wouldn't have it any other way because this life is good, you are greatful. you could have nothing. you are nothing more than a chud, or a neet. you feel as though a chud jack could be made out of your face. tired eyes, blemishes, dry skin, hair like straw remaining unbrushed. one of the most ugly faces you've ever seen is your own. you're a filthy chud. your room should be on Reddit for people to make fun of, but it's ok. you deserve it. roaches eat the dry wall by your bed, you feel utterly repulsive. empty bottles look at you, they feel judgemental as hell.
you're a chud, you're a fat lil chud. hardly leave your bed and stay up until the sun comes up.
you aren't living, you aren't surving, you're just existing and that's it.
but you're doing this to yourself so you have no right to complain so you just look at your dying laptop and decide to plug it in and just stare at the ceiling. -
pls stop writinf about me without my permision it makes me very uncomfortable.
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#chud #fuckmybakalife #hikikomori #need #chudmaxxing #neckbeardden
