a writing challenge for myself
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so before i start, i just wanna say: this is to convey a kinda feeling, its a bit sad, but the feeling in this writing im going for is "numb" numb is feeling-less, the state of not feeling an emotion in a situation you should. ill use an oc, this is non-lore or wtv, this oc is norm happy lol, its just so hes not "the man" or smth mysterious oooooo anyways, here i gooooo..
the daylight peaked through the clouds like a beautiful curtian being opened to the world, the sun shined through rooftops and car windows. the beautiful sound of silence and fresh morning thick air was vibrant. but in this depth of happiness loomed a dark feeling, baron was the only to notice. no one ever thoiught but a "what a nice day" for him, he thought nothing. he sat reflecting at his own hands, staring blankly zoning out. all of the sudden, a figure came out from the treeline behind him, baron instantly jumped up, back straightening and a smile loomed on his face. baron saw it was his friend "surge" surge smiled and hugged him, baron forced his smile. he was never truly happy, or sad, or... anything.. no matter what good, no matter what bad.. he was blank, shattered from the past, his near future was broken. once you've been broken, its hard to fix it he always said. but in the end, he keeps going. he dosent know why or how, he just does.. because he knows that people need him, even if he dosent need himself. the vibrancy shown from the outside, but on the inside, it was a depth unlike any ravine or cave, a depth only he knew how far.
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to clarify, this is not in any relation to any personal feelings. this is what im gonna start doing :) a writing prompt based on a feeling\thought, i think writing is a good way for me to practice for bigger projects (a book i wanna make) and i gotta work on each feeling
