how I feel right now through music

[somethingkool101]

this is partly a cry for help DX

undone - Weezer
just - radiohead
4 Morant - com truise
vampire empire - big thief

sometimes I wonder why I try to be happy if the only reason I am is all faked by pills and vapes that's no way to live but I don't to leave my friends alone they won't understand why I left them nobody will they'll say it came out of nowhere :/

feel free to vent with me guys we can be alone togther

update: I'm feeling better and trying to cut make on my nic

[somethingkool101]

I see people my age smile and wonder what it's like to smile with out drvrgs or words of pity just just to feel real for once I haven't had real unmedicaly assisted joy since I was like 8

[Poorthing2012]

EMOOOOOO EMOOO
EMOOOO EMOO

[somethingkool101]

@Poorthing2012 can't I just vent in peace man

[somethingkool101]

I'm really not even emo

[somethingkool101]

WAIT WAIT YOUR A FURRY CALLING ME EMO FOR BEING DEPRESSED?! I thought furrys were supposed to be nice

[Poorthing2012]

@somethingkool101 I have evil adhd sorry

[Poorthing2012]

@somethingkool101 bro stop Frendly fireing on me bro I didnt consent

[somethingkool101]

no your just a asshole

[Poorthing2012]

@somethingkool101 nu uh

[somethingkool101]

what makes you feel the need to bully some one suffering

[somethingkool101]

for what gain do you get from this

[macncheese.]

im not bullying or anthing like that(i hope)
but u brought this on urself ngl
ik its hard to stop
and ik that a couple of words aint gonna stop u but u gotta toughen up bro
whining wont get u anwhere
u should actually like go talk to ppl and cut ties wt ppl who encourage u to do these things
go get a hobby
learn to draw, find ppl wt the same interests or hyperfixations
exercising too is great for discipline
theres sooo much more to life than what u think, go discover it!!
but who am i to talk
im js sum random guy on the internet right?

[Yanderemenhera]

@somethingkool101 my memory is bad so I might've already mentioned this, but I DMed you and you're free to vent to me if you want. my DMs are

always

open if you need to vent, I just might not respond right away since I might be out or something lol, and if anyone else is reading this, you can vent to me too lol, nothing really bothers me tbh.

[n0rweg1an_psych0]

@Poorthing2012 What in the actual HELL is wrong with you?????? They just want people to understand and they want to be heard. If you have a problem with it or think it's 'emo' because they are LIVING and BREATHING then ignore it!! You don't have to comment on EVERYTHING.

If you were hurting like this maybe you'd understand, but you can have a single amount of empathy in your bones can you?

[n0rweg1an_psych0]

@somethingkool101 Hey, I completely understand :(( I've lost myself in nic before and unfortunately had a lot going on with pills and stuff too. If you ever want to talk or need advice from someone who personally has come from some low place like that, come to me /gen

If not, I really hope you can get through this.

Also, I love Big Thief! Not is my favorite song by them.

Please be okay ❤️

[Yanderemenhera]

@n0rweg1an_psych0 the sad thing is, this isn't even the worst or the first time they've done stuff like this.

[n0rweg1an_psych0]

@somethingkool101 Don't worry most furries are nice, this is just a really bad example of one.

[n0rweg1an_psych0]

@Yanderemenhera Unfortunately I've noticed. I hate saying it in public, but maybe it will open their eyes, they are the rudest person I've seen here.

[Poorthing2012]

@n0rweg1an_psych0 👀
Oop did i miss up 🥺