Layze and Broogli ..

The situation you're in is probably one of the shittiest places to be. Now I don't know exactly how you feel, but from my own experience .. no matter how much you WANT to stop, WANT to be productive, WANT to get up, when it's actually time to, it feels impossible ..

SH is a stubbornly fucked up thing that's hard to get out of, but modivation to stop is the most important thing, and it looks like you got one. Now if you can't stop immediately, that's ok. But at the least you need to ease out of it. Less and less, till it's barely pain at all. Ice, rubber bandd, pinching, and nail scratching are all good suggestions!!

I hope you get out of this, even if it takes time

No Suprises - Radiohead

Abbey - Mitski

(Gotta have the depressing music)

It.. wanna do bad thing to you..? what the hell

YAOI YAOI

where is yaoi king @Lucifer-s-Love gasp

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I am a bit scared to face reveal, but here's my eye, and my posters that I wanted to show off anyways!! Yes I am staring into your soul ..

(I will fully face reveal when I get a better picture ..)

vvvv

A lot of people on BrowseDNS would say something on the lines of, "My parents are bad at parenting." This would be the case if they are straight up assholes, neglect you, and other vile shit. But with what I've learned in Child Phy, the answer should be more like, "My parents don't understand my perspective."

Try and pretend you have a child, your age, for a second. You are around 40, so you were raised in a time where mentally ill and neurodivergent people weren't fully understood, and put aside; where the internet was something not everyone had. Now, imagine your child laying in bed all day. The first thing you would think of is, "they're just being lazy. Why should I listen to their excuses?" Imagine your child talking to people on the internet. "I'm concerned on who those online friends actually are. Taking away access to this will keep them safe."

You also might be reading this, thinking, I would never think or say that. That's a good mindset. But parents love to assume because they think they know better. Sometimes, they do. Sometimes, they don't. Though sometimes it doesn't matter; everyone hates being wrong. Some people can't accept it.

If your parents understood your struggles, emotions, and reality, they would be amazing at parenting. Sadly, even if you try and tell them, they will probably think you're "overreacting" or being "lazy". Even if you know that's not true, it won't make a difference.

If your parents don't try to understand you, they don't see your perspective. If your parents @buse you, they are horrible parents.

Don't quote me on this, this is just what I've learned so far and could be inaccurate.

I also love yapping.

When they get excited about the same things I get excited about!

I wish some people knew common sense. It's crazy how many people do shit like this and think it's ok.

So. I can possibly get discord again with my new email my mom doesn't know. BUT. There's a slight (maybe) issue ..

The thing my mom has installed on my PC is called "Microsoft Family" and basically it locks things down, but I have a theory. Since it's Microsoft .. it should only work with Microsoft Edge .. right? That's why Google is allowing me to search anything .. right?

But If that isn't the case; the next time my mom check the app it'll show my search history .. and I'm cooked.

If Google truly works, then I'd just have to be careful to make sure I use it when she's not around, easy.

Still, scared as [censored].

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Y'all who wanna drive in the YAOI mobile w/ me
shotgun is open ..

does lemonade ice cream exist-

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For those unaware of Squid Games .. THIS is my toxic old man yaoi. They must kiss and kill eachother.

I don't have school on mondays hah

This is why I want to be a school counselor SOB .. to not pull this shit ..

"We are not horses .. we are humans .. and humans are .. GAY."

I love pan. Pan dgaf. Pan does all. I am all gender. I love all gender. Idgaf. I'm still not sure why I'm posting this.

PAN.

Pretty sucky. From my experience, you just feel wrong? You feel stuck, between wanting to stay "normal"; what society wants you to be, and just being yourself. But once you finally let go and choose YOU, it's chill :]

In all honesty, Yumeshipping itself isn't bad.

I see a lot of Yumeshippers, I don't really mind it. I get where the hate is coming from, but I'm not going to go out of my way to attack them. I do find the 'non-sharing' aspect a little strange, though if someone came up to me and said we were dating the same partner, I get it! I also find the crafts and drawings some Yumeshippers make with/for their f/o adorable.

My only concern is age. I see people Yumeshipping with characters that could be their parents? Along with teens Yumeshipping with child characters. I don't understand that part...

@xenth
Yes!! I LOVE those and I always recommend them. Though it's usually best for after initial recovery, since the ones I've seen/used are quite dull and silicone.