CAP!!! Its beautiful <33333

love...

another song challenge i gave myself this one is suppose to be about anime i guess, its a song where the side character is in love wth the MC but they dont get it or whatever idk and idk when i made it enjoy

You must be magical
cause everywhere you go birds they fly low, they fly low
no matter where you walk girls will always flock
and eyes will follow, they follow

i wish that we could be different but i am insignificant
cause i am just the side character to this plot
so im lost in your silent glance
will you ever notice me just by chance?
oh im lost in your silent glance
will you ever notice me even if its not in the script

( i hate verse two its cringe )

Im not placed in the back im with the extras on left
but still you dont see me why cant you see me?
my role supports your part but still you ignore my heart
and why its beneath me its not easy

if only you would notice me
then we could rewrite season three
and then i would be the intrest of your heart

(chorus repeats i aint typing that again)

(bridge) even it aint written, even if it aint written
even if it aint wrote down, typed out, spelled out...

i know a keyboard and yall hate to see my username coming im sorrrrryyy i have no life thats why im posting so much

sometimes when writing songs i give myself a challenge to write about a certain theme or topic this one was a country breakup song? i was probably 18 when i made this

At first my baby was kind
i thought that i found him in the knick of time
he had an angelic smile but he turned out to be a demon in disguise
yeah he came to town in a taxi cab white collar said his cash was fat
but soon i learned in my own time that ugly lived on the inside

oh i dont need you no more
you can walk away, you can walk on out the door
yeah you can go an explore you can walk away, walk on out the door

I admit it was fright he apologized how could i just say goodbye?
but then i learned in due time his apologies dont amount to a dime
cause he's beating me, leaving me, cheating me,
gosh darn it he can only see the worst in me
loving me, cussing me, fussing me,
im tired of him always beating up on me

i dont need you no more you can walk away, walk on out the door
yeah you can go and explore you can walk, walk on out the door
walk away cause i dont know how to please you how to love you but
im not afraid anymore you can walk away, walk on out the door

also a little easter egg for Hamilton fans
i got the idea to write this after hearing some lyrics in "say no to this" theres a verse that goes "my husbands doing me wrong beating me cheating me mistreating me suddenly he's up and gone i dont have the means to go on" fun facttttt >_<

He told me a lie he told me he loved me, he loved me
and i was a fool believed what he sold me
i was his .... chanied by the heart
followed every order he commanded
but im not the same girl as you knew me..
im free.... written at 16? i think

im just a broken doll on your shelf that you've forgotten
my clothes dont stick no more and my hairs been matted
and my shoes are mismatched scattered cross the room
in the doom in the gloom in the sadness of your room

this second one actually has more lyrics too it idk when i wrote it should i post the full?

Even in the darkest moments
your strength and courage light the way
remember every small step forward is a victory
and your journey is filled with endless possibility

Its the nights that are the hardest thats when you realize your truly alone when your the only one up and no one is around to save you from yourself no one but well yourself?

@Lana-Sonamy np

@Lana-Sonamy my dms are open if you ever need to chat you never have to go through anything alone there is always someone in your corner rather you realize it or not always someone who cares and somene who is rooting for you

@Lana-Sonamy fam you good?!

thanksss <33333 enjoy your fourth

@Parzi_Arty bestfriend

@Sup3rSwaggyy1983 the guy who plays spider man? LMFAO

@Apollo.Is.Silly ayeeee Congratulations twin <33333

comment your worst HMO (and by hmo i mean you would go on a date with them) wow i have type why are all the guys i talk to ad find attractive ginger?

mf digging through the trenches i saw one of mine you did

@Bingus.4 yall i canttt i swear i aint tryna be mean but that mf be lyingggggggg

@Lana-Sonamy replied to the wronggg posttttt T_T imma edit it

also he called me his "number 1" and he keeps asking me to sing for him at the stage place

its official im off the market yallll

so um i was playing recroom im crine trying to type this lmfao

i was singing in recroom and a guy heard me and told me he loved my voice and said i sounded angelic he asked me to sing a few songs he requested so i did and then we started talking and i was like "oh how old are you?" and he said 26 and i said how it was cool to see another non creepy grown person on here well we kept talking and it was okay untill i let him add me.. now our dms started off normal but then he star ted asking personal questions i could tell he was trying to figure out my type or maybe see if i was his i guess i was cause during our conversation he made weird comments at certain points like sayng "i wish i had a gf like you", "i feel bad" and i said "why?" and he said "i just miss getting hugs.. will you give me a hug?" he also told me multiple times "i love you" now im being nice to the dude cause like i can tell he's socially awakard andd iddkkk doe know how to yalk to ppl??! i notice my friend ryan comes on so i text him "IM UNCOMFORTABLE" in the group chat this whole time me and the dude are at tays singing stage so ryan joins and ask who im uncomfortable with but he figures out quick cause the dude has his mic on and every few seconds you can hear him calling my name or asking me stuff so me and ryan ae laughing our asses oof trying to figure out what to do cause the rest of the friend group isnt on then i kid you not i swear on my mamas life this man says "i love you" out loud were everyone can here then says he's my bf but then he laughs and says "just kidding im her friend" T_T also another thing forgot to menion the dude is following me all over the room where ever i go he goes i escaped him then accidentally bumped into him and he said "haha you found me!" Bruhhhhhhh we keep talking longer and he gives me his ig so i give it to ryan and ryan tells me he's ugly asf and should tell him to his face cause then he'll leave me alone T_T BUT I CANT CAUSE THATS MEAN so long story short we all have to go offline and when i got back on today the dude has texted me "i missed you and waited for you" "did you eat breakfast my love? take care of yourself" CHAT WHAT DO I DOOOO???!!!! this mf thinks im his gf im waiting for my entire friend group to be online cause we plan to confront him we've even added him to a gc untill then i guess im taken and he's my boo thang