I've been looking for love in all the wrong places and all the wrong faces hoping to find something that would fill the emptiness inside its hard out here feeling lost and broken caught in a cycle of doubt and self loathing and as much as i despise this as much as i hate myself i think its time to turn a new leaf i gotta love me that sounds so repulsive and disgusting but deep down i know i have to try because real love starts from within (ewwwww) and embraceing myself is the first step (ewww omg) to healing and happiness wish me luck 
ngl i miss my ex i felt true love with them and i was actually happy and loved myself then they helped me see me the real me but i fumbled the bag
i miss you caseoh lookalike iykyk
"Laissez les bon temps rouler" 
okay we listen and we dont judge when i was 20- wait cant share that okay when i was 15- wait cant say that hmm okay i accidentally killed my- yeesh cant do that ummm oh! ive said this before i rubbed a peice of sausage i cooked around the inside of a dirty toilet bowl then proceeded to give it to a famiy member to eat i also spit in there drink