Sorry I haven't added a post in 16 days. I've been going through a lot
Anyways...

October 20th 2022

I am crying right now. Because I talked to my sister about school. I need to be more serious about it. But I don't know how to focus with my add messing up everything. And how I don't have goals for myself. I don't know how I'm gonna get my GED. But I'm gonna get it one way or another. My attempts at finding jobs have been futile because of my lack of a High School Diploma or Equivalent. I'm going for equivalent. But i realized it isn't going to be as easy as I thought. It is a literal nightmare. I got this GED book that if I study should help me pass the test. But it is a Behemoth and I don't know how I'm gonna read all of it in only a few weeks. I studied for at least 30 minutes today. I know it's not long. But it's a start. This isn't gonna be easy but I'm gonna do my best to succeed and be one with society. 2 Positive things that happened today are we got to go eat out at Golden Corral️. And I got to go to a homecoming parade to get free candy. One of the people that were on the float were nice enough to throw me a free package of ramen noodles. So that's a plus I guess. Anyways you are probably getting bored of reading this. So to you the reader. I thank you for your time. Check back tommorow to see how I'm feeling.

(EDIT:I feel a lot happier crying it all out. I feel much better)

I don't like school. But I need my GED. So that I can get a good job. And be responsible for my family. I need to be the bigger person. But I find it so hard to concentrate in school that I lose my cool. And it's just that I need to be more serious about school. Instead of just messing around. For anyone that hates school. I BEG OF YOU. Please don't quit. It will affect your life later on down the road. You'll have to go through what feels like hell just to get a good paying job. If you can even get one

Aids.

LETS GET THIS BREAD

It's so ominous and it always gives me the chills. Which is a good thing because it gives you the feeling that you are in a ghost town

That's a interesting question. Probably the color

https://youtu.be/Gc9WxH6xl24

Fuck yea. Free super meat boy controller
Do they have one for tofu boy as well.

You are fine just the way you are

I think you are pretty cool and fun to be around

No, but I notice I don't even get ping sounds on mobile. Probably cause I always have my phone on mute

I feel you so much. I have so many responsibilities as well now. I now have to worry for my sisters kid. And worry about my sister. Because she has been passing out lately and the doctors don't know why she is passing out. While also worrying about school. And then I have to find a job again. After trying the last time to no success. I just want to drown myself in my own self wallow. I had a literal mental breakdown 2 or 3 days ago. It's called life. And it is hard and treacherous. All I can tell you is never give up. Keep going. Because eventually the odds will be in your favor. Unlike me. How no matter how hard I try. Things don't work out

15:54

Oh yeah. I seen this before. He destroys the virtual computers with the infected USB drive.

I love this so much. Hi. I'm Jaredmlg. You can just call me Jared. I've been on here since June. Its been chill. Welcome to BrowseDNS. I hope you enjoy your stay

Ikr. Chris Pratt isn't even trying to do a Italian voice. He sounds like an average Brooklyn person. They should of let Charles Martinet do the voice for the movie. #NotMyMario

Yeah that holds true. Most of the time I use my phone. And now I don't even have to use my switch. Because I have a tablet. So I can literally just come on here without the timeout

@ur-mom-0 just be honest

I give up. I try so hard to be honest. And try not to be afraid to show my face or presence. But people who I'm not gonna name. Think I'm too weird or look ugly. I'm so done with being judged by what I look like. I shouldn't have to feel this way. But I do