The problem with being a kinda unshamefully weird and an unusual person is that it's still a little hurtful when people treat you like you're weird even though you already know you are. Like- you've accepted it, but it still affects you. Like, yeah man. I know you percieve me as very eccentric and iconoclastic, but if you're constantly reacting to me like I've grown two heads and have started eating dirt while killing children whenever I say something totally insane or everytime I open my mouth, I uhm. I uh, yknow- I'm not gonna feel very welcomed into your life- :3 
Like, I don't necessarily care about your opinion about me and it doesn't really affect me in any way virtually, but I still like to sit and ponder about it. It gets annoying sometimes, yknow? Also, whenever I say something slightly educated, I get treated like I'm fucking Einstein who invented the cure to cancer because I have some brains
mb I'm not slow and silly constantly 
Idk, I might come out with silly little topics about stuff I think about PX