@c4m0nmyfavee HAPPY TEARS R FINE ILYYY

@c4m0nmyfavee NO MORE CRYING BABESSS XXX

@buoPAWZ I don't know if you're like okay or not, but please reach out to a trusted adult if the amount of whatever medication was fatal and please please please talk to a trusted adult also about your thoughts. It could be scary, or you may not like what might come after. But it'll keep you safe, I'm so sorry you had to feel a way that you decided to take pills and those thoughts are happening.

@c4m0nmyfavee Prince, you're not a crybaby at all and you're not annoying or anything of the sort. You're literally perfect in my eyes. When it's like you hate yourself and you may see nothing good. All of those things are all perfections and unique things about you. All of what you may see as flaws in whatever you may hate about yourself, like crying to much ect. Are just small little things that may seem huge but they're really not, they're just small flaws you have that make up you. They make you special, fun, amazing and an amazing person in general. I love you everything about you hun, may not seem like a big deal but yk how much I care about you, is like why I put up with you in a good way ofc. Literally what I'm trying to say is, no matter what you may hate about yourself and so on. Those are all of the things someone (like me) would and will love about you. Sending a bunch of kisses and hugs over xxx, (cringe but whatever) you'll be getting irl ones tomorrow. I love you dearly, (I'm most definitely not good with words or comforting so sorry if this doesn't help or mean much) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!! YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME IDC IF YOU DONT AGREE WITH SHIT I SAY BUT YOU'RE LITERALLY A PERFECT PRETTY BOY I LOVE YOU MWAHHHH<333

@c4m0nmyfavee <333

@c4m0nmyfavee it's okay love you too

@c4m0nmyfavee ik u don't but that waz confusion T-T

@c4m0nmyfavee why-?

@c4m0nmyfavee Yes I'm thinking about kets4eki's remix of the song T-T

@c4m0nmyfavee wait is it that one where it's like "be my bad [censored] be my friend" ect or nah because that's like immediately what i thought of but idfk because at the same time the lyrics dont add up 😭 /gen
I may not know this if I'm not right

@lollapalooza Thank you, I'll keep it in mind to try using spite. Thank you again<3

@c4m0nmyfavee Ty prince, I love you infinity.

@buoPAWZ Ty it's nice to know someone understands, I can try to stop again but yk recovery is hard. I'm really trying to get better but yk, it's gonna take a bit of time. Cause when you hit back to the start of everything it sorta feels like you put yourself all the way back to the beginning. That's what it feels like, so I promise I'ma try. Ty again, you're really kind<33

@buoPAWZ Ah you really shouldn't feel bad, this was jus a get my feelings out type post. I'm not in the mental hospital anymore, but that nurse that tried to choke you and others out can go to hell that sounds horrible. I wish you the best really.

!TW! This contains mentions of sewer slide, $h, and €d if you read through please keep in mind that it could be triggering.
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I'm starting to get to the point of just being tired and bored of literally everything. I recently relapsed in sh and my ed. Like it's getting bad again and my meds are really starting to [censored] with me I feel like sometimes I start to get overly agitated with some people especially the ones I love the most I don't mean to it's just that I literally like I don't think it's episodes? I haven't had something like a full on episode happen since I was around 12-13yrs old. So it's really [censored] with me and I feel like it's also highly affecting my relationships. Like I know that there is something terribly wrong with me but at the same time I just don't wanna believe it. My hallucinations have started to come back to, like when I was in the hospital we decided to put it as lack of sleep. But after I got taken off my meds to help with them, they started slowly coming back and it's really [censored] with my head. Also I don't actually think I'm gonna go through with it. But I already like have this whole [censored] shit planned, like everything written down. I've reached over my 13th reason if you want to put it that way, with how many times I've tried. How many times I have failed and was sent to a mental hospital to get "better" it's honestly painful. I actually really wish my last attempt worked it almost did. If I had just taken a few more pills. I would have been dead. I really wish I could be dead right now, I hate everything and everyone at this point. I don't want to but it's sorta like my mind is putting it so everyone is against me. I realize it, but I don't want to fight my mind because I'll just end up loosing. I [censored] hate everything about myself too, and going back to relapsing in my ed, I have b.e.d, mia and ana so ednos. Mia and b.e.d are my worst and mia really is [censored] me up. Like, I don't want to end up how I was before but at the same time I'm just letting myself fall back into its not like it don't know how it's the fact that I have this like sense of wanting to get worse thats overpowering the sense to get better. With sh I use it as like a source of punishment for myself I guess, like if I binge and I don't purge it I cut myself to punish myself and if I don't workout for a certain amount of days when I finally work out I have to workout until I reach a certain calorie release or until I physically cannot stand up like I'm legitimately going to pass out. At this point I'm literally just gonna say [censored] it and fall back into my old habits. But at the same time I don't because I'll just end up pushing everyone away and ghosting people like I did before. But at this point it's not like I care about my mental health. So whatever damage is done, I'm sorry to those I might hurt.

@molly-raine I watched with my dad, it's actually so good! Who's your favorite character?

@slitmythroat4mar fr

@slitmythroat4mar No cuz the way ecstacy was so [censored] good and then it turned into a [censored] "Sticking out your gyatt 4 the rizzler" like stfu.

@c4m0nmyfavee It was a dare T-T

It's not funny at all my throat is dying I'm blaming this on you T-T