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Turned out they put in my beloved English major again, but all my work on my first year of college was for nothing im starting over in a new college. In my first I was doing so well I got 1000sar at the end of year as a reward for my grades (enough for like a tiny apartment rent or 5 switch games) But in this new one my parents are paying for me to study because its a random ass online university. And I keep getting told that I should be thankful?? I DID NOT ask for this You chose to do that not me wth also for my first year I have math and a random subject and only one english class so fml. But the weird 'depersonalization or derealization'-like thing is happening more, I read about it and I dont think I have that, its an anxiety thing and I accepted that I dont have an academic future anymore so idgaf n i'm not anxious or anything but it keeps happening so I dont think its the right term and im dying to see a therapist about it cuz its driving me insane n it lasts for hours at a time .

Its dumb as hell that my realest shot out is being wed off to some random ass guy but wtvr my solace is that maybe i'll get to profit off this shit one day if I wrote a book or sm

Not sure how to feel about that honestly,but i'm supposed to start online classes soon. I wanted to get back to college so bad but..not like this and I dont even know what major my parents picked. Its like I was in a box and got moved to a cage,which is an improvement I can see through a cage ig?? but I DONT WANT TO BE IN ONE BRUH
And whats even shittier i'll have a camera installed behind me bro my lore keeps getting worse smh

@jodierennie Bands rn are : Akher Zapheer/Mashrou' Leila/Jadal/Wallows/Polyphia/The Front Bottoms
Fav song atm: El Makina by Jadal its so good ughh

I've been listening to them for like 5 years or sm and theres this song (Metfaje') that I always skip for some reason!
I gave it a shot last night,turned out its about the singer talking to someone queer/trans and i'm shitting myself its so good bro! seeing my fav musician ever and a band other than Mashrou' Leila say this shit is kinda epic ngl

Thoughts on the new album? Its my first time actually checking on Sabrina Carpenter's music and I didnt know i'd fw it at all but its so fun actually!
Also getting Colman Domingo in her mv is kinda insane wow

@seesaw Tyler the creator's newest album Don't Tap The Glass is great ngl

@Melancholyyuga

@Melancholyyuga dont broadcast my country like ts gang
But yea I mean...yea its strict but not that much

@MysticalMagiks Bro it looks fun but couldnt find it on the site I use, got any specific places to watch

Geto Suguru is my actual bio-Mother btw just sayin

@jodierennie Yellowjackets is sooooooo goooodddd i cant say that enough i fw it HEAVY also Orange is the new black and of course my beloved GAME OF THRONES "seasons 1-4,the rest is kinda

@jodierennie Sooo good for a light fun watch (the 2004 one) I dont think I've went 3 months without rewatching it since i was like 9 or something
YOU SHOULD WATCH

@jodierennie Mean Girls is 1# Ive been rewatching it since I learned how to read subtitle

I never even used Ao3 but now I'm a permanent resident there ughssuaiaaxsuqisjxjxnhwus

Lottienat/Mistynat/Jackienat/Jackieshauna/Taivan/Shaunatai/Lottieshauna/Travisnat/Lottielee

I HATE SHIPPING SM BUT YELLOWJACKETS IS CONSUMING ME IM DYING

no one is talking abt yellowjackets wth Cant yap about my doomed toxic yuri bro <\3

would be nice to put a name on it ty:]

gang i cracked it maybe i was a little panicky or in fight r flight or sm over going home tmrw just overwhelmed type shit

@BIBLECAMPVICTIM it is