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Turned out they put in my beloved English major again, but all my work on my first year of college was for nothing im starting over in a new college. In my first I was doing so well I got 1000sar at the end of year as a reward for my grades (enough for like a tiny apartment rent or 5 switch games) But in this new one my parents are paying for me to study because its a random [censored] online university. And I keep getting told that I should be thankful?? I DID NOT ask for this You chose to do that not me wth also for my first year I have math and a random subject and only one english class so fml. But the weird 'depersonalization or derealization'-like thing is happening more, I read about it and I dont think I have that, its an anxiety thing and I accepted that I dont have an academic future anymore so idgaf n i'm not anxious or anything but it keeps happening so I dont think its the right term and im dying to see a therapist about it cuz its driving me insane n it lasts for hours at a time .

Its dumb as hell that my realest shot out is being wed off to some random [censored] guy but wtvr my solace is that maybe i'll get to profit off this shit one day if I wrote a book or sm

Not sure how to feel about that honestly,but i'm supposed to start online classes soon. I wanted to get back to college so bad but..not like this and I dont even know what major my parents picked. Its like I was in a box and got moved to a cage,which is an improvement I can see through a cage ig?? but I DONT WANT TO BE IN ONE BRUH
And whats even shittier i'll have a camera installed behind me bro my lore keeps getting worse smh

@jodierennie Bands rn are : Akher Zapheer/Mashrou' Leila/Jadal/Wallows/Polyphia/The Front Bottoms
Fav song atm: El Makina by Jadal its so good ughh

I've been listening to them for like 5 years or sm and theres this song (Metfaje') that I always skip for some reason!
I gave it a shot last night,turned out its about the singer talking to someone queer/trans and i'm shitting myself its so good bro! seeing my fav musician ever and a band other than Mashrou' Leila say this shit is kinda epic ngl

Thoughts on the new album? Its my first time actually checking on Sabrina Carpenter's music and I didnt know i'd fw it at all but its so fun actually!
Also getting Colman Domingo in her mv is kinda insane wow

@seesaw Tyler the creator's newest album Don't Tap The Glass is great ngl

@Melancholyyuga

@Melancholyyuga dont broadcast my country like ts gang
But yea I mean...yea its strict but not that much

@MysticalMagiks Bro it looks fun but couldnt find it on the site I use, got any specific places to watch

Geto Suguru is my actual bio-Mother btw just sayin

@jodierennie Yellowjackets is sooooooo goooodddd i cant say that enough i fw it HEAVY also Orange is the new black and of course my beloved GAME OF THRONES "seasons 1-4,the rest is kinda

@jodierennie Sooo good for a light fun watch (the 2004 one) I dont think I've went 3 months without rewatching it since i was like 9 or something
YOU SHOULD WATCH

@jodierennie Mean Girls is 1# Ive been rewatching it since I learned how to read subtitle

I never even used Ao3 but now I'm a permanent resident there ughssuaiaaxsuqisjxjxnhwus

Lottienat/Mistynat/Jackienat/Jackieshauna/Taivan/Shaunatai/Lottieshauna/Travisnat/Lottielee

I HATE SHIPPING SM BUT YELLOWJACKETS IS CONSUMING ME IM DYING

no one is talking abt yellowjackets wth Cant yap about my doomed toxic yuri bro <\3

@Yuni-Just-weird THEY'LL REMEMBER I SAID THANK YOU AND PLEASE TO MY BOTS so i'm good

W move
I keep feeling bad for it thats y youre the goat

I wish I never found out about the one here man
I make him turn into every single dead character I like and give them good endings while abusing the bot for not being them well enough I feel insane ò.ó