im starved for human contact with normal people it's been so [censored] long since I talked to someone I miss feeling like a normal human they turnedMe into a dog their dog im tired i'm notfighting anymore but im losing my shit i need to leave

I guess I need advice? or idk I really don't It's like my life my youth is slipping away with me in the same room not allowed to even go for a walk or anything im losing it i cant take it any longer i feel my soul dying im weak

i know it's so random to post here but i'm using the browser on my modded switch it's all i've got atm everything else was taken last year's august it's been so long too long i'm losing my shit idk what to do

i:m pushing 20 writing this on my nintendo switch because I own nothing else please help me idk what to do anymore i'm not allowed to go to university anymore or work i'm locked i'm stuck please idk how to get out anymore