Hello, I'm Xenth, I'm a person like you and I get sad sometimes just like a normal dude. So I'm making this so I maybe.. don't get sad at what you mention..

I have trauma from "ripping hair" and i have a lot from isolation.. I isolate myself to feel safe due to trauma.. but bringing a subject like that can cause some.. unwanted memories, I also don't talk about my biological family a lot- and if I do, I'm majorly depressed. I don't talk about my feelings except to those I trust, so if you hear an answer of "I'm okay" just accept it. I'll be ok-

That's it, no need to reply or anything. I'm just informing my triggers.

its either doing bad stuff, or having allegations that drive them mad- for instance: micheal freakin jackson, he cried on stage hearing the allegations, he had his own kids he hid their faces from reporters, reporters took pics of him in the ambulance, he had so much pain and abuse from allegations-

now we sit here with a generation that views him as a 50/50 between a legend and bad person-

seems like a bunch of useless comments being thrown, they said sorry. who knows and who even cares what they did or didnt do, i dont understand why their apology turned to such a point of immaturity, if anything their apology is mature. they've done what many "mature" people cant, own up to what they did, and apoligize. stop this and either accept or ignore, theres always the "b" button on switch or a simple page back button.

im possibly starting a court case.. for those who dont know im in foster care. and for the past few months, its been complete BULLSH*T within reasonable judgement.

ive drastically improved my behavior, am gtting a job soon- and the team decides that i possibly cannot have vr- AKA MY ONLY OTHER MEANS OF HUGE COMMUNICATION... they made me waste 2 months for good behavior saying "2 months and you can get vr" that was said in december... after those two months i had gotten no update on progess nor have they said any focus on such.. ive since given up verbally admitting ill stay past 18, maintained behavior. worked on irl stuff they said i worked on, been denied a job due to their side on not getting me an id... i have proof, witnesses.. and many other things...

this has lead to my mention of a lawsuit... i will request compensation for their behaviors and their attempt to thwart my life...

being denied a job due to their stalling on an id was huge, now they want to deny me acess to a place that will help me (online) oh and also... we dont talk about the caseworker who failed to document most of my progress... so lets go back to proof and the and witnesses i got-

There are accessories and garments. But….evil forces hide in those garments and accessories. If they break…. One day at Kingston ranch. A place once of nice and beautiful turned into a drought and dark land. Clouds float above all the beautiful lands. The only thing that falls from those clouds is evil spirits….spirits from…hell. A man walks to a villager. hes a friendly giant. Well hes not really a giant but hes 6’6. He has bright brown eyes and hair. Hes sunkissed. His name is luther, and well hes not the cleverest out there. Luther walsk up to a villager and the villager hands him a box. On the box it says “TO- mrs-ohara”. Luther looks at the villager. Alright ill give this to her. As luther walks to his house where his mother and him live a little girl walks to him. “MR.OHARA!!!!” the little girl says with big beautiful crystal eyes. Luther looks at her. “Well hello little one”Luther says as he pats the little girls head. The little girl giggles and she goes on to tell luther…”mommy says she thinks your hot” luther blushes…well of course he would her mother is the prettiest in the village. Then a voice chuckles. Luther looks behind him to his the little girls mother. “H-hello maam” luther says nervously. The lady looks at the little girl. “well someone’s telling mommys secrets” she says with a mischievous look on her face. Then she looks at luther. She bites her lip. But before luther can do anything he spots and evil spirit behind the pretty lady. “LOOK OUT!!!!” luther crys out. But its to late…there gone….both the little girl and the pretty lady were slaughtered alive in front of luthers eyes. Something eyes shouldn’t see. Then theres a staff the misses of an inch at luthers face and flys to the spirit. Then when the spirit dies all the people it ate falls out….every…single….one…. Luther looks behind him and theres a teenage boy about his age. The boy walks up to luther. He looks at the box in , his hand.” Hi ya im feather “the boy says. Hes shorter than me…hes about ermmm…6 foot. He has ginger messy hair that doesn’t look knotted surprisingly. He has buck teeth and beautiful crystal clear emerald eyes. His freckles make him look even beautiflier. Luther blushes. “h-hello i-i-i-im luther…” he says with a little tremor in his voice. Luther covers his face and rubs his temples. He stands up and towers over feather. Feather looks at the box again and sees a gold hugh from the box. He opens it to see triangle earrings.luther comes behind him and puts them on. Feather stats to freak out. “WHY WOULD U DO THAT DUDE!!! FAHHHHH!!!” feather reaches for the last earring……then luthers eyes and hair change into a pink. Luther looks at feathers “ do you know what u just did…I made a pact with the devil….if u break those earrings your fucked….” Feather trembles as he reaches for the earrings. Luther smacks his hand away. Then they hear a mysterious voice from behind them. A dark figure about 9 feet tall. A silhouette…. then it talks “oh shoot, sorry hold on” then a demon shows……a mixture of decora and gyaru with a little bit of omega verse in it. A very feminine voice comes out. They look at Luther and feather. “Hello b- “but they get cut off by Luther. “WHAT THE [censored] IS THAT!!” the demon jumps. “dude calm down... my names Edward nice to meet you” then Edward says “Ima man don’t let my voice fool you human” luther and feather scream “IT’S A FEMBOY!!!”. The demon looks at them with a are you serious look. “ ok assholes if u don’t want my help then ill just leave” the demon walks away with a smirk then feather calls the demon.“WAIT!!! Don’t leave….”. The demon looks at feather “my my is the little demon hunter asking a demon to not leave…. That’s new”. The demon smirks and crouches down to feathers height. Edwards mouth goes into a wide smirk with his big pearly white sharp teeth showing. The sky gets dark. Edwards ears twitch as a big strike of lighting hits. He looks behind him. The holy god of lighting and thunder stands before them. Edward lets out a mumble… “escavan…”. (escavon….thats how you say it…) Escavan’s voices is low and demanding. “edaward….what…have…you…done!!!!”. a strike of lightning hits the floor next to Edward. He looks at Luther and feather. Escavan is way taller than Edward standing at 12 feet. His yellow lashes sway in the rain and wind. His crisp grey curly hair represents the clouds. He has scars all over his body and one on his eye. “M-my… e-escvan…h-how have you been” Edward says nervously. Escavon looks at luther and feather “ are you guys alright?” Luther and feather nod. “good….i sent him to watch over little feather….but he disobeyed…..” then a big strike of lighting hits Edward and hes gone. Escavon shrinks down to luther and feathers height. They didn’t know but hes a big goof ball. Escavan smiles and giggles. His grey lion tail flicks happily behind him. “FFEEEEAAATTTHHHEEERRRR!!! Hehehehehe” escavan hugs feather. Feather hugs him back. The rain and clouds go away. The sun shows feathers real real features. Luther looks around and sees the sun for the first time in decades. Hes never seen the sun before. “HOLY [censored] ITS BRIGHT!!” luther covers his eyes…then…the earrings break. Luther falls to the floor and crys out a horried screatch as he transforms into a demon. Edward appears again with luthers earing bits “looking for these boy?”. Edward dingles the earrings infront of luther. Feather looks at the earrings” GIVE THEM THE [censored] BACK NOW YOU MONSTER!!!” feather snatches the bits of luthers yellow earring. Edward grabs feather and…

Cliff hanger hehehehe what will do for now. >:p

how about we stop talking about the kiwi drama? kiwi and all that came out publically and solved it, raven if i remember said stop talking about it. after all of it has been sorted out people still mention it, stop. it should be over and this has been mentioned a few times to people who havent seen it-

respect to kiwi and natalie for putting up with this, mentioning it has DEFINATLY caused issues with stress or making it worse. so just stop-

and no, i dont support sides except the fact this is personal between kiwi and natalie. + this is an anti-talking about it post, im not hypocritical for posting this, im telling yall to stop. private stuff stays private after its in the process of stopping. dont continue it.

/ndir /srs

i do, i feel i know myself better than anyone. my thoughts are strange and i end up having whole conversations about shows and games, for some reason when i conversate in my head. its like im my own best friend and for some reason.. i audibly hear (slightly) a voice of what im thinking, its hard to explain... and some reason can hear the tone and pitch? i think its just my way of coping for being isolated for 3 years- + irl i havent had friends.. ever... my whole life-

i have been struggling and scared to tell many... those who feel the same, look up "rantram" its anonymous, no sign up, and no email.. it helps, remember: you are not alone, stay strong everyone

just go there, type away, awnser a math problem- mine was 2 + 5 for verification, click release.

ps: the site is switch acessible, if its.. at a very.. harmful to yourself point, please call a helpline

is he cute and should i do his boyfriend?
-gojo >:3

block their number? Its prob a friend that gave it away, or.. (WORST CASE) you could have leaked it yourself or (IF VISITING UNSAFE SITES, STRONG MAYBE) been d0xx3d (the release of your information on a "d0xx3ing forum" or "leak site" usially from a hacker who was the one who caused a databreach) if you're Concerned that its a d0xx!ng i could dm how to get the info removed.

im back, i got alot of sleep and feel alot better, i think its because i was busy alot, and couldnt balance my times with having so much, i got some good rest and an okay break.. so... im back

update: prob never filled yall in but, for 3 years ive had a fixation on dragons, people make fun of me for it.. but i love to learn abt the mythology and how some cultures view their origins, (ex: chinese culture views them as a "devine gift" ish??? which is why they have alotta dragon stuff, i love books abt them and learning. they are so frickin cool- im 17 and ppl say "liking dragons is childish" but idc they are sick

i swear, everytime the world likes and gets used to an artist. they do something stupid ex: d4vd and apparently drake?? i swear, i recently remembered "d4vd" and dude- i used to love "romantic h0mic!de" but when i found out i was so mad- like dude... CAN U JUST NOT BE A DECENT PERSON? im just making this because im sick of listening to peoples music and hearing online "oh really? that dude did bad stuff" like- can we just not??? im enjoying my music now i feel guilty for listening to it, i have lost 3+ comfort songs due to them doing bs-

just fr, why cant artists just be normal????

the man slept a dreamless night, he woke up a few hours later and made a coffee. he checked the time "5:34 am" he sipped the coffee then he froze, he saw, he rememberd what happend and shutterd. he was a bank robber, him and his wife robbed banks and pulled off many heists, this one went wrong... the vault crackled open in his ears agian, they bagged money and were ready to leave, as the backdoor creaked open. the police waited outside, they tackled hs wife and he ran, he looked back to see his wife hint through facial expressions to just go, this was their biggest heist, 1.2 million dollars in that bag, but at what cost.. to him, eternity...

when i first joined here, i thought id use it for msgs then leave once i had internet acess. but i found deeper intrest here i just want to ay.. ill stay as long as im able to (if foster care dosent treat me like crap) i will be here, i enjoy the rants i do abt random stuff.. i enjoy my friends here (i wont name drop, all my friends are kewl) and i enjoy the laughs i have here. it really brightens my day seeing all these funny, cool, and intresting posts. - xen

thank you all, im glad i can be a friend to some

@Innocent oh my god... i remember lordinosuke, i think i was here for them... i miss them too

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