yeah, my consolers (i have like 3, only one of them is actually a therapist) have tried to send me off to a facility so many times, i never told them anything ofc, but like, this last time when my mom tried to send me off bc i had made it very clear i didn't want to continue mental health services they just went a long with it. i begged them to just let me leave and go home,they just responded like customer services representatives. i eventually talked my way out of it when they were about to put in paper work to send me off. i spent 6+ hours just waiting to see a stupid lady who made the decision. i talked her out of it so the paper work wasn't sent. and this is just what they do. they know what legally questionable and morally wrong things go on in those places but that's what they seem to wanna put me through. they say "i care" and i'm getting close to snapping and telling them to go [censored] off and go ruin some other kids life. this is why i can't just go talk to a shrink.

im just so tired of this

should i start an etsy if my parents let me?

is there any pride flags not listed here i should include?

browser timeout sucks, but i mean i mange :p

but thank-you very much for your advice @Nared, you are a very wise person, but i just unfortunately won't get to use it :p

@Lana-Sonamy my head

@seesaw good luck, i'd give you advice if i had any. but i don't :c im sorry seesaw

so no driving for me, where i live, even without epilepsy daignosis, if you got caught having a seizure while driving and it was proved you knew you had seizures b4 driving you'd get into legal issues

but good luck driving

i can't drive :/ i am in the process of getting daignosed with epilepsy :skull:

we love you so muchhhhhh!!!! take care x3

you're very brave

you don't get payed, but they can still mod and have a job

why does not lighting people on fire need to be a rule?.. shouldn't we know not to do that anyway?..

i'll dm you and i can help you from there

but how old are you? i can try to help you find work

i don't really have any other family

i don't talk about my irl life on here much. but today was so terrible i just... idk.

@Yuni-Just-weird yeah.... i think i was decently close to them and if you you know is a serious possibility..... :'c but i really hope it isn't