Numb

[Enchanted]

Sometimes i feel numb which is both scary and inviting its a strange peace where pain and heartache disappear but so does joy, love and all warm fuzzy feelings that make life bright its like having a thooth pulled with medicine taking away the pain at first i find comfort in the numbness a quite shelter from the storm inside but then fear creeps in when will i feel again? and when the feelings finally return they cut like knife pain, heartbreak, joy all tangled together overwhelming and raw i try to handle it all but its too much the constant swing from numbness to full emotion and back again makes me wonder when this battle will end still i hold on hoping for a balance a moment to truly heal all i really want is to be healed

[Bιoodmφφn]

i can relate qwq

[Apollo.Is.Silly]

relating to this so much lol

[unbanned me]

@Apollo.Is.Silly hi

[Yuni]

@unbanned-me why'd he get banned chat

[Kimura]

@Gabii

[Apollo.Is.Silly]

@Gabii u dont wna know