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So my mom is like mad at my grandma cuz she was joking arnd abt a purse (my mom was they 1 joking arnd) right sooooo we get n our car nd star headng home which is 3 1/2 hours away right so my mom asks me why i looked so down and like angry or sad idk how i looked but i told her that i hated when they argue over stupid stuff (i wanted 2 say shit but decided not 2) for no reason and then she got md at me and started cussing me out and told me m the reason y she has such a shitty life and im the reason why my dads dead and no one cares abt me nd hw im such a bad kid and then the worst part was she asked me if i wanted 2 live and why like it was some fucking essay question that i had 2 answer like tf u mean y do i want to live...

theres more but im lowkey tired so if i feel like putting more i will at a later date

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

they argu over a purse then starts making you feel like the terrible person. in my personal opinion i would gather evidence so that she wont say she didnt say those things

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WELL I CANT DO THAT CUZ SHE MADE CALL MYSELF A FUCKUP

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

also oh my stars dude, i dont think your mother should be saying those things to u

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Im used to it she does this all the time shes tried to k!ll me b4

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

! she what.

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oh yea multiple times only 1 time she partially succeded i blacked ou

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out*

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

nah. you gotta make sure she doesnt get away with attempted 200 pump

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

so she pretty much tried to 200 pump you because her life was "bad" when you existed

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Welllll u c she already has once again MULTIPLE TIMES and yes she blames me 4 everything i do smthn good it dont she goes back 2 past times when i fucked up

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it dont matter*

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

dont let her get away

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

ask for any police officer for a wellness check or inspection

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

if she wants to 200 pump your then drag her along the flames and never stop trying to expose your mom for the evil deeds she has done

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

your cared for and your not an unwanted person here

[ALLICAT]

well weve had cps as n Child Protective Services called multiple times and only my gma knows how my mom really acts cuz my mom will randomly spaz on her nd me 4 no reason

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

the grandma needs to gather evidence if more family memebers will believe

[KiwiFarmsArkavel]

if CPS cant see it then exposing her or even gathering some intel on what your mom did in the past is a must

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well all my the rest of my family has given up cuz she turns the blame on me and makes me look like the villan hell even my aunt a whole damn cop has given up on tryna help cuz no one can stop my mom