vent..
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before i vent, i just wanna put a disclaimer: this is not directed or caused by anyone. this is my life... how i feel no matter a person in or out..
i ngl sometimes am scared.. im scared of the future..im scared i wont leave foster care.. im scared im a pain to people.. a thousand thoughts run through my head everyday.. and i reflect on those here, and gone.. do ppl care ab me bec im me? or because they are worried... sometmes i think rash decisions.. ghosting everyone and making new accounts.. become a new person.. because i dont wanna hurt.. someone please just realise... im scared... im horribly scared... im not tough, im weak.. my muscles werent to fight, they were my fear...
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i literally look at life, i look at green trees, i look at beautidul things... but to me in the moment.. its all grey.. it feels... fake...
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before i vent, i just wanna put a disclaimer: this is not directed or caused by anyone. this is my life... how i feel no matter a person in or out..
i ngl sometimes am scared.. im scared of the future..im scared i wont leave foster care.. im scared im a pain to people.. a thousand thoughts run through my head everyday.. and i reflect on those here, and gone.. do ppl care ab me bec im me? or because they are worried... sometmes i think rash decisions.. ghosting everyone and making new accounts.. become a new person.. because i dont wanna hurt.. someone please just realise... im scared... im horribly scared... im not tough, im weak.. my muscles werent to fight, they were my fear...
R.O.G (roleplayer :p) Izzy minis<3 Greek Mythology Lovers Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 Tamagotchi club! Anime Geek fake men lover 😈Hellverse Yuri lovers !! ANTI-67 kpop demon hunter fan Hopeless Romantic just let me die! Anime Mentally Dead. Cuddle Puddle Clingy TwT Deathnote ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ | local therapist yaoi enjoyer ｡･ﾟﾟ･Vent-Friend 2.0 Online During School Eeveelution Fan! I love ferrets I ♡ C.AI fnaf nerds MHA Poppy Playtime fans Hazbin Hotel Fans Horror Movie obsession Demon slayer Fan NonBinary 💛🤍💜🖤 polyamorous LGBTQ+ Of BDNS smash or pass gang pet lovers! D e p r e s s i o n . . . Dark Humor Club GRT w chill people A Snowy Forest stargazers w spamburger BDNSMHAG SPS ⚠PROXY⦻ Hot Cocoa broken… Mythology Club Ω PKM FAN chat-perms People who like frappes and those coffee milkshake things@sighniu I'm here, I understand, I won't leave, I like the real you. The funny and caring person who I'm able to see every time we talk. You don't have to be strong all the time, and you will make it out. Keep going, if not for yourself, than for me and the others that care about you.
Please be nice to me. I've had enough shit given to me for being nonbinary.
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@sighniu I'm here, I understand, I won't leave, I like the real you. The funny and caring person who I'm able to see every time we talk. You don't have to be strong all the time, and you will make it out. Keep going, if not for yourself, than for me and the others that care about you.
@Nonbinary_wolf thank you...
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Not Lying, I Am Abused A Lot And My Real Dad did disgusting things to me when I was four he mostly plays video while my mom cleans, so my mom put me in a new house with a step dad bit he got issues like short temper so he mostly hurts me. And when I was five at school I got a girl older than me took my necklace that my mom gave me and gave me a black eye and a big bump on my head, and I never managed to get friends not even online, and sometimes I just look at myself and question Why am I here when I can just disappear.
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Not Lying, I Am Abused A Lot And My Real Dad did disgusting things to me when I was four he mostly plays video while my mom cleans, so my mom put me in a new house with a step dad bit he got issues like short temper so he mostly hurts me. And when I was five at school I got a girl older than me took my necklace that my mom gave me and gave me a black eye and a big bump on my head, and I never managed to get friends not even online, and sometimes I just look at myself and question Why am I here when I can just disappear.
R.O.G (roleplayer :p) Izzy minis<3 Greek Mythology Lovers Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 Tamagotchi club! Anime Geek fake men lover 😈Hellverse Yuri lovers !! ANTI-67 kpop demon hunter fan Hopeless Romantic just let me die! Anime Mentally Dead. Cuddle Puddle Clingy TwT Deathnote ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ | local therapist yaoi enjoyer ｡･ﾟﾟ･Vent-Friend 2.0 Online During School Eeveelution Fan! I love ferrets I ♡ C.AI fnaf nerds MHA Poppy Playtime fans Hazbin Hotel Fans Horror Movie obsession Demon slayer Fan NonBinary 💛🤍💜🖤 polyamorous LGBTQ+ Of BDNS smash or pass gang pet lovers! D e p r e s s i o n . . . Dark Humor Club GRT w chill people A Snowy Forest stargazers w spamburger BDNSMHAG SPS ⚠PROXY⦻ Hot Cocoa broken… Mythology Club Ω PKM FAN chat-perms People who like frappes and those coffee milkshake things@Bakura You can always come to me if you need to talk about anything. I'm almost always online during the week.
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Not Lying, I Am Abused A Lot And My Real Dad did disgusting things to me when I was four he mostly plays video while my mom cleans, so my mom put me in a new house with a step dad bit he got issues like short temper so he mostly hurts me. And when I was five at school I got a girl older than me took my necklace that my mom gave me and gave me a black eye and a big bump on my head, and I never managed to get friends not even online, and sometimes I just look at myself and question Why am I here when I can just disappear.
@Bakura im sorry you went thru that, feel free to msg me if you needa talk. :) you're a good friend ngl. and if you can be kept safe. id ngl help, i would never want any of my frinds to be unsafe or hurt ..
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artist's.. PKM FAN Slipper to Ass Belt to ass Undertale Fans! ♥♡♥♡♥ deltarune owner of bdns just let me die! Stardust Crusaders D e p r e s s i o n . . . Goth/emo/scene/other :3 Alex G straight allies! @Everyone I ♡ C.AI OC-Maker Dark Humor Club PERSONA FAN'S danganronpa supremacy DOOM FAN Mentally Dead. Detective poet Random People Ig Deltarune Fans Villain Supremacy 🤘Metal Fans🤘 Deathnote ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ aot fan ★ Straight Believers of Almond wowzers landd :6 R.O.G (roleplayer :p) Damn is 😂🎉 Bired Emo kids Dog lovers ♡♥♡ FIELD OF VIEW
Just Daily Life I find a few thing that make me happy like music and things to laugh and drawing
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ill uh.. continue my vent when im not so down....
im better-ish now.. but still a bit sad... no matter how happy i am sometimes, it ends so fast when i remember... its like.. it all fades in a second.. thats when i realised... ill live like this forever..
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i just found out how i lost sm weight.. went from 280 1 yr ago to 198 now... ig i starve myself? i never knew.. my cal intake is lower than my reccomeded for my age... so i been making my body like.. fight to stay alive.. im tryingto eat moere but its hard.. for ref (im m17 and rec is 1800-2000- i eat around 1500 and smetimes 1350 - 1400 any tips for eating more calories? i need some help wth foods that cn help-)
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cant sleep.. too many toughts... staying up..
