Guys I want to give up on life

[french_fry_guy]

I opened my email when I got my school device back and this is what I had waiting for me…

This is what I sent in return

R= sender

D was one of my best friends. She held me as I sobbed when A and I had to break up because of their parents. They never once told it wasn’t ok to vent to them (they as in R and D). What am I gonna do? I have almost no friends and high school is JUST starting. TV Girl was one of D’s favorite music artists and I started crying when I heard one of their songs. D was gonna be my best woman at my future wedding. I wish R and D would’ve just TALKED to me, I would’ve stopped. Please help guys, because I genuinely want to give up.

[takis]

damn I hope you feel ok soon

[french_fry_guy]

@takis thanks man, also I just posted what I responded with if you wanna see

[takis]

@french_fry_guy I feel so bad bc they alrdy knew what u were going thru yet they chose to leave

[french_fry_guy]

@takis ik, I really needed them, and I was the lowest I’ve ever been in my entire life last year

[takis]

@french_fry_guy it's ok js know there's ppls who care for u

[french_fry_guy]

@takis ik thank you sm, I know I still have some irl friends and I have DNS so I’ll be ok as long as I don’t end up completely alone

[takis]

@french_fry_guy we'll protect u w our best stay strong

[SweetLikeTarmac]

@french_fry_guy You deserve better than that. Real friends don't cut you off when you're feeling low. Real friends are there for you through thick and thin. Just because you were venting isn't a reason to cut someone off. I know this is really hard, and it will be for a while. It might not mean as much on here, but I am here if you ever want to rant, vent, or just talk. They might see how much you've been working on yourself and want to be around you again. People venting a lot can be draining, but instead of cutting you off they should've talked about it with you. It's great you're trying to get better, keep it up. There's people who care. Stay strong, It will only sting for a little while.

[french_fry_guy]

@SweetLikeTarmac thanks man, it’s definitely been rough, but I’ve been talking to A and they always make me feel better because they’re my best friend. I really appreciate it

[SweetLikeTarmac]

I do have to say, you handled it very maturely. You didn't blow up/get angry. That's really good.

[french_fry_guy]

@SweetLikeTarmac not my first rodeo ngl, I’ve had people leave for the same reasons (A and I were literally in a healthy relationship and we were happy, I just get really really anxious, so I don’t get why people hated us so much). The first time it happened I cried for days and they (not R and D) just kept cussing me out so I snapped back and they harassed me for like two years

[ext.savy]

@french_fry_guy awe im so sorry man, i hope you feel better :c

[french_fry_guy]

@ext.savy thanks man, it’s nice seeing people that aren’t against me or siding with them for leaving me. I wish they had just talked to me, I would do anything for my friends

[ext.savy]

@french_fry_guy yeah ofc i know how it feels losing one of ur closes friends, i was so heart broken when i stopped being friends with my bsf from 6 grade :c..(we are now friends again and close :3)

[french_fry_guy]

@ext.savy that’s good, I’m happy for you ^^ hope everything goes well and thanks again

[Nared]

I'm so sorry. I hope things get better for you

[ext.savy]

@french_fry_guy awee thank uu and i hope that everything goes better for you!! :3

[HappiestDay87]

yeah, short answer: dont.

ive lost friends, had to cut ppl off, hell i js lost my gf who posted abt missing her ex. i understand how u may feel in the moment, but death isnt the answer. its a permanent "solution" to a temporary problem. you can make new friends, have better memories, find new people or try to reconnect with old (but obviously make sure theyre safe to be around).

keep pushing, keep fighting. u got susie as ur pfp, she wouldnt back down so easily, neither should u. ur stronger!

[french_fry_guy]

@HappiestDay87 thanks, the Susie thing genuinely made me smile, thank you, and I know, I won’t, I just feel like I just lost a couple kore reasons to keep going