Living as something you aren't can truely suck. Especially when you feel trapped, unsupported, and as if you are "wrong". People have their beliefs, your family has theirs and you have yours. It's unfair that they might never understand what your beliefs truely mean to you, in your case; being transgender, but you have community! People just like you, who can and will accept you for you.

I've been in the same situation, beating myself up over ungratefulness, feeling like I should be more thankful for what I have. Of course, people are going through worse, but that doesn't make your worries just .. invalid. They can love what they see in you, but that might not be who you are. It's your right to be upset about that. Although, being a kid, respect is hard to earn from parents who don't see you. Life sucks, but it's also forever changing.

I hope life treats you well, and even if it doesn't, well, you have others who can hate it with you <33

@xenth
Yes!! I LOVE those and I always recommend them. Though it's usually best for after initial recovery, since the ones I've seen/used are quite dull and silicone.

@mazer_gillit
LMAO, I am glad you find this funny

"We are not horses .. we are humans .. and humans are .. GAY."

The situation you're in is probably one of the shittiest places to be. Now I don't know exactly how you feel, but from my own experience .. no matter how much you WANT to stop, WANT to be productive, WANT to get up, when it's actually time to, it feels impossible ..

SH is a stubbornly fucked up thing that's hard to get out of, but modivation to stop is the most important thing, and it looks like you got one. Now if you can't stop immediately, that's ok. But at the least you need to ease out of it. Less and less, till it's barely pain at all. Ice, rubber bandd, pinching, and nail scratching are all good suggestions!!

I hope you get out of this, even if it takes time

@Yanderemenhera
o.. LMAO i didnt even notice <\3

@Yanderemenhera
Hell yeah, all of them look epic!

PAN!!

@mazer_gillit
#PAN4LIFE

@FlavPlaz45129
PAN TWIN. ;DD

I love pan. Pan dgaf. Pan does all. I am all gender. I love all gender. Idgaf. I'm still not sure why I'm posting this.

PAN.

Pretty sucky. From my experience, you just feel wrong? You feel stuck, between wanting to stay "normal"; what society wants you to be, and just being yourself. But once you finally let go and choose YOU, it's chill :]

@elliotlovespups
woah so many house of puso fans here ayyy :]

@_Izzy_
Keeping fish in cups for long periods... definitely abuse. Man, that reminds me of those carnival games where you can win a fish if you throw a ball in their cups. Literal torture and they get sold off anyways.

@_Izzy_
Man.. they treat all small animals like toys. Small tanks/cages, horrible food, etc.

@itscookiebear
That's horrific wtf? Does Pet Smart even care?

This is very true. Hamsters are also a good example, I saw my niece watching a "Funny hamster compalation" and It's jus hamsters in stressful situations and getting hurt.

@AriLuvsG59
Could I join twin? :]

Squid games, The walking dead, All of us are dead, etc :]

oohn yes I love MD!!