It has. I don't live with my biological family anymore, lost any and all contact with them actually.
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Maturing is realizing my relationship with my step-mom is more than what it seemed. (TW) -
Maturing is realizing my relationship with my step-mom is more than what it seemed. (TW)I would like to start by saying that I DO NOT approve of this kind of relationship. This is just a vent/rant my experience.
When I lived with my biological family, my parents were in an on/off relationship. They were never married, so divorce was never issue or anything.
But, at one point, they officially called it off, going on to find new purposes and partners. That's when I met my step-mom, Lindsey, who happily claimed a place as my dad's new partner.
She was like an angel to me. Even more so when I started developing a crush on her, something harmless. I knew it wouldn't turn into anything, though.
I told my actual mom. She tnought it was "cute". Cute. She encouraged me to make little "moves". So I did.
They were small; Little cheek kisses, hand holding, gift exchanges, etc.
That's when I noticed it. Lindsey would steal little glances, give air-kisses, wink, and even whisper "I love you" in my ear sometimes.
Back then, it made me feel like putty. Now, I get sick from it.
It's disgusting by nature. And the worst part? it was encouraged. I grew up thinking it was normal. How naive I was. Too young to understand.
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Anyone want their yumeship drawn??OMG- IM LOOKS SO GOOODDDD !1!1! i'm eating ts.
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Q&A, go!!Would I get slimed out I said the Gacha life games?

Edit: ACTUALLY, its that one Miku game (i forgor the name)
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Favorite Character of all time?Fizzarolli from Helluva Boss ^^
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Anyone want their yumeship drawn??GRGGHHHH.. YES TWINNIE!!!!
if I don't get to post a ref, I have some uploads of my sona on my profile!!!
Karson (my sona) X Lucifer plzzz ^^ -
Q&A, go!!Ask me ANYTHING!! (unless its too personal)
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I'm slowly starting to return to my roots (or trying to)... 💔Each nd every day, I feel like I'm slowly fading back into the KNY (Demon Slayer) fandom.
I've NEVER mentioned this, but I was a part of the community for YEARS. Then, my friends started bringing up Hazbin, leading it to be my newest and current hyperfixation.
But every once in a while, I'll be reading a SaneOba/GiyuuOba fic and realize how much I missed the comfort of those ships.
I'll think of how much I really wish I could get back into it, but no matter how much I try, I never seem to have the same feelings for it. Like sure, I still watch it, and I'm still a part of the fandom (somewhat). But I can't seem to sit through it and actually be enjoy it like I used to.
I miss the old times, but it's not like it used to be :/
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AO3/Artists and October is a DANGEROUS combo for me right now.We should make an Eurogurotober.... AND I'MMA LEAVE THAT CONVO/IDEA THERE BEFORE I GET BANNED.

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Dr Pepper Kandi necklace:3Ouuuu shittings, don't let @weedaretheworld see this

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Anyone else hate it when people accept genuinely terrible flaws about themselves?My biological mom was too--
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Anyone else hate it when people accept genuinely terrible flaws about themselves?And then they go on to act like it's okay

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mini yaoi comic wip tradslop thick femboy canie 🥴"It's not like I like you or anything!! ><" looking-áss.
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AO3/Artists and October is a DANGEROUS combo for me right now.Uhm- If u dunno what i'm talkin about, good, stay pure.
But uhhh- I might be on twitter/ao3 for the majority of this month for prompts nd inspo!!! HOPEFULLY MY FAV WRITER ND ARTISTS POST!!!
Also, off topic-- HAZBIN IS BEING ADDED TO FN?! I MIGHT START PLAYING IT AGAIN--- istg, if they don't add Lucifer with his pink robe, I will cry. I NEED MONEY FOR THE SKIIIIINNNNSSSSUHHH
blah blah yap yap
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Guys how do you eat when your stomach feels like shit?I literally just wouldn't eat all together-
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dropping EVERYTHING to draw yaoiMY TWITTER FEED IS TS, VRO.
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I figured out who I am now:DYESH, ANOTHER AROACE PERSON!! :3
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BIRTHDAY IS NEXT MONTH!!!! 💋WAHOO!! I'LL BE 15!!

CALLING ALL FIC MOOTS!!
So, I've been thinking... maybe some of my moots/friends can write me a fanfic to celebrate!! (if they want)
Buuuuut... I dunno who to ask
I lowk just want a RadioApple/Oc X Lucifer fic to read--- (i'm a loser chud) I'm also lwk scared to ask someone to do such for me---yap yap yap-
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reply to this topic, and i'll give you a song to listen to-Beautiful. Made me shed a tear.
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WHY THE HELL DID THEY CUT THIS FROM THE LORAX?!EXACTLY!! The the final song is much more "fun" and "light", but "Biggering" ACTUALLY leans into his character development and how much time he has put into his ego/job. It a had lot more potential and would've given more depth to the plot. I wish they would've kept it because it shows how much he had spiraled and how much he had lost.