filth. clutter. clothes. scattered on the floor. laying on a broken bed that's basically on the ground. you have hardly any energy, typing burns your muscles but you get most of your social interaction through the screen. roaches, flies, fleas, all waltz over your body as you lay in the bed, some bite, like roaches and fleas, the flies just buzz on you. looking around you, you see months of neglect. you're so sick though that getting up for more than just a few minutes feels taxing. walking up the step to exit your room burns your calves. walking hurts. but that's no biggie if you hardly leave your bed. tired, oh so tired you are, you could sleep for 12 hours straight and not feel much different. you don't leave your house often, when you do it's just for errands and nothing more. everyone you speak to besides immediate family is through the screen. it's hard to maintain relationships through a screen but it doesn't matter much. doom-scrooling, indulging in unsavory content, chatting with people who you'll never see on discord or being chronically online on a dead forum or just watching YouTube take up a large amount of your waking hours. tired as you are, you wouldn't have it any other way because this life is good, you are greatful. you could have nothing. you are nothing more than a chud, or a neet. you feel as though a chud jack could be made out of your face. tired eyes, blemishes, dry skin, hair like straw remaining unbrushed. one of the most ugly faces you've ever seen is your own. you're a filthy chud. your room should be on Reddit for people to make fun of, but it's ok. you deserve it. roaches eat the dry wall by your bed, you feel utterly repulsive. empty bottles look at you, they feel judgemental as hell.

you're a chud, you're a fat lil chud. hardly leave your bed and stay up until the sun comes up.

you aren't living, you aren't surving, you're just existing and that's it.
but you're doing this to yourself so you have no right to complain so you just look at your dying laptop and decide to plug it in and just stare at the ceiling.

@twistersguy there's 23 games?...

neich fandom?

@CH3SI idk where the hole came from, but I doubt there's any wall-monsters in there or whatever

@CH3SI idk bro, maybe there's something in the hole

@Lil_silly thanks

@Lil_silly idek

I like how there's just one oil slick star bracelet that isn't a pride flag
(but what if it was the pride flag of people EXCLUSIVLY attracted to shadow the hedgehog) 🥀
ngl, I wouldn't be surprised if someone on Tumblr or Reddit has made an actual flag for that tbh and I assume it does exist 💔

irl those bracelets aren't just black, but oil slicked but idk if you can see that. the bracelets are made with wire and not string btw. the keychain has glow in the dark seed beads for the emby that's always losing their keys ig 🥀

laptop, switch, Amazon fire tv stick

by exclusively I mean like, when ever I go to get soda. not I only drink soda 🥀

@_Izzy_ from my experience, you can eat things like candy, soda, and chips and lose weight or maintain a good weight but portion sizes matter. I drink zero sugar soda exclusively for example, might not taste like the normal kind, but it has significantly less things like calories that'd cause weight gain, I see a lot of women in my state that are significatly larger, like, 30% of women I see whenever I am in public are quite big, to the point they struggle with mobility and need to use motorized scooters and it is sad to watch. in my area I think it has more to do with our culture of over-eating than access to decent food. i do make larger jewelry to try to acomedate to larger people but it's not just like, plus size georgia women I make it for, i had a larger bracelet with a clasp on it that a boy (prolly between 17-20 years old) bought, he was by no means over weight or unhealthy, he was ripped. like, very muscular, (but not in an unnatural-looking way like he used stuff) his arms and hands were too big for most of the jewerly I had. I think i'll make some more larger jewelry or at the very least stuff that has clasps on it but I will have like, a smaller stock of that and not a ton of it since it's not a large number of people that need thing like bracelets to be super big

@r0s4_p4st3l i'd be greatful

@_Izzy_ I would accept my fate and submit, they are more advanced than me and ether we could be homies or they'll disembowel me and i'm cooked.

@_Izzy_ you'd be surprised...

so as many of you know, I sell jewlery irl (not all of it is Kandi btw) and I do some pride flags as a color pallete for my jewelry. now, I feel like something that might upset people is i don't have their flag like for example, for gender identedys I have non-binary and trans and that's usually it. reason being isn't because I have some beef with xenogenders or like gender-fluid or bi-gender or lybra-gender or other micro labial's there is that I'm not mentioning in that small list, it's because it's not as common or well-known, especially in my region. i'd be better off using my resources to produce other flag combos instead because it's a very small audience for it. i'd make stuff like this custom for someone if they wanted me to^^^

and i've see people get mad at brands and such for only going up to a size 4XL, like a bigger person might make a call-out video on some local bridail shop about how they only have sizes up to a 4XL and that's too small but the shop offers to make a custom dress for them and they explain that the size they need is less common and actually uses more resources so they only go up to that size but are more than happy to do a custom dress for them but they are mad and don't want that so they leave. as someone who does basically run a business I understand why some brands don't carry every size or color or whatever (small businesses in particular). it might make me sound like i'm lacking sympathy but especially with pride merch it's hard to make everything since there's so many pride flags out there, like probobly millions of them out there. I might do a small project like a star or something since it doesn't use too much beads but something like a large project like a tie or ruffle cuff I won't do unless it's a commision for it and that's not me tryna be mean or hateful, like the clothing size example I used it's something that comes with running a business. but yeah, idk, if you have requests for pride flags just know I might only do a star, the set list I usually have for like, most things I sell is: rainbow, gay, lesbian, asexual, bisexual, pansexual, non-binary and trans
I also sell IRL and in a rural area where those are the most well-known flags, if I tried to sell anything else, even the most online pansexual teen would have no idea what they were looking at and i'd find it impossible to sell
idk, hope everyone understands this, I have seen people get mad at stores/businesses/artists for not having anything above a 4XL or sometimes 6XL or not having every pride flag out there and I feel like that's unreasonable especially when it's like thrift shops or small businesses and they offer custom stuff.
so uh yeah, plz no hate me ( ꈨຶ ˙̫̮ ꈨຶ )

@punkrotting WALLAHI

@Laner2018 pica is skibidi Sigma, right? 🥀

@NeverLetMeDown ok, I think we get it brochocho

I like battery's better than paper @FlavPlaz45129