VENT 'covered'
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I fixed my hair finally and it felt good I even felt handsome it was great. But then we had to go out of the saloon or wtvr so like always since I was 13 I wear my abaya,niqaab and hijab. Which to me as a transmasc guy feels like shit but who cares I ws always in that cage who gives a fuck now. But we went to a mall and a cool pretty girl approached me to tell me that she fw the pins on my bag, I'm supposed to feel good abt that right? WRONG It reminded of the box that i so desperately try to decorate but Its a fucking box bro. It made me remember that to this person i'm faceless unlike her. I dont have a mouth so she cant see that I smiled
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'I have no mouth and I must scream' ahh
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Even after that dumb thing that made me upset on my first outing in a WHILE my mom allowed to get one shirt n it had to be from an ugly ass store targeted towards 30 yo's n like no shade let them live but its definitely Not for me. Still I had to pick something I need clothes man. there was this random light brown shirt with like a nice faded cowboy and the words 'wild west cowboy' pretty tame right? nothing wrong with that right? WRONG she went insane at the checkout abt the word 'boy' . I couldnt help but laugh its so fucking dumb like I wish this little shirt would magically make me a boy but it wont bro so wtvr who cares? It wasnt even a laugh more like a scuff or sm And she couldnt take it she started threatening while she had nothing left to take I laughed again I had nothing and no one anymore its so funny that they are still trying to intimidate me after everything including my tiny will to live . now I feel like crap n unsure of what she'd do abt me being sooo rude to her so fml,chat -
im just waiting for my friend to get an update pookie :3 when that person messages him i will tell you
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you can vent to me in dms if you wanna
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Errr ur too sweet ty
it'll be fine eventually!!
