My Disappearence
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To those who were somewhat concerned of my state being more unstable by the weeks.
I appreciate your sympathy and would expect a reason why i vanished.
The closest thing i can say is that i just feel worse every day that i cant keep up visiting bdns more often and trying to endure some MAJOR family disasters such as my mom "not relaxing" leads up to aggresion in her voice and often saying 'she's overstressed" about me just going with her in a store with my hair all fluffy.
She expects me to know where we going and make me look fancy over going to a park.
I didnt want to go to the park.
So yeah, for the past few weeks my mental state was just getting worse as it just not make me have the rambunctious energy to come in here often and i have to survive some family issues.
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The title of this post reminds me of a science fiction story about alien abduction
I fear for the sanity of those who are even slightly concerned about your state of being
The content of the post itself is absolutely absurd
If your mental state gets worse over imaginary problems, an at home lobotomy to remove the amygdala may be the wisest and cheapest course of action to avoid future "family disasters" -
The title of this post reminds me of a science fiction story about alien abduction
I fear for the sanity of those who are even slightly concerned about your state of being
The content of the post itself is absolutely absurd
If your mental state gets worse over imaginary problems, an at home lobotomy to remove the amygdala may be the wisest and cheapest course of action to avoid future "family disasters"@freakishbat said in My Disappearence:
The title of this post reminds me of a science fiction story about alien abduction
I fear for the sanity of those who are even slightly concerned about your state of being
The content of the post itself is absolutely absurd
If your mental state gets worse over imaginary problems, an at home lobotomy to remove the amygdala may be the wisest and cheapest course of action to avoid future "family disasters"it was very rushed and if i get into detail about my problems irl, then i would probably be banned from this place.
I only told about 1 problem instead of multiple problems at once with some dark context behind it, you dont really know me at all in any way shape or form.
Oh and the "imaginary problems" werent imaginary in the slightest, it can have a butterfly effect on someone's life and knowing this month is also Men's Mental Health Awareness Month, the "imaginary problems" can reforge someone into a more miserable being by the days.
So i dont see the point of you saying this post is "absurd" when you dont actually understand the severe breakdowns i had throughout my life.
idk if you said was satire or smth but it's the equivalent of dealing with a headache seeing ts
It's also quite ironic that your saying the entirety of this post is "absurd" meanwhile your very first post has more absurdity and meaningless clutter than this post right here.
If anything, your best and wisest move is to just back tf off
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I hope your doing well <3
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goatkiwi is back
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Oh I hope things work out
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@KiwiFarmsArkavel you were the first person I ever talked to on bdns saying exactly ts aint tuff when my user was... interesting. My mom goes through this to because of her menopaus its for women sround 45 im pretty sure. its kinda like a teenager girl through puberty. Often mood swings. My best advice is to try helping her. If ur mom has a job and u dont and stay home clean around the house and leave her sweet notes. If u dont already get a job if ur over 16. And do
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@freakishbat What was the point if that comment cuz u look a hit mess with yo 4 followers. When someone talks about so ething important happening in their life ur supposed to be kind and supportive unlike u being a dumbass rat. Boo whatever u were tryna get to with that comment isnt working cuz it looks like u tryna get attention. and when you said u feared our sanity for caring abt him actually feared me showing u have no feelings. Aka u jus boring and basic asf. Get clocked hun?
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To those who were somewhat concerned of my state being more unstable by the weeks.
I appreciate your sympathy and would expect a reason why i vanished.
The closest thing i can say is that i just feel worse every day that i cant keep up visiting bdns more often and trying to endure some MAJOR family disasters such as my mom "not relaxing" leads up to aggresion in her voice and often saying 'she's overstressed" about me just going with her in a store with my hair all fluffy.
She expects me to know where we going and make me look fancy over going to a park.
I didnt want to go to the park.
So yeah, for the past few weeks my mental state was just getting worse as it just not make me have the rambunctious energy to come in here often and i have to survive some family issues.
-Kiwisaid in My Disappearence:
To those who were somewhat concerned of my state being more unstable by the weeks.
I appreciate your sympathy and would expect a reason why i vanished.
The closest thing i can say is that i just feel worse every day that i cant keep up visiting bdns more often and trying to endure some MAJOR family disasters such as my mom "not relaxing" leads up to aggresion in her voice and often saying 'she's overstressed" about me just going with her in a store with my hair all fluffy.
She expects me to know where we going and make me look fancy over going to a park.
I didnt want to go to the park.
So yeah, for the past few weeks my mental state was just getting worse as it just not make me have the rambunctious energy to come in here often and i have to survive some family issues.
-KiwiUpdate: So um, things have been getting worse and I don't think I can actually keep up being here a little more often from both my physical strength and mental strength.
For the past 2 weeks ive been getting flashbacks of what might have been psychological torture.
Cherry and Mars returned as soon as I returned to Minecraft after 5 years (I left due to VERY dark reasons that involved uhhhh. well I can't say it here but it hurried me alot)
They both joined my server somehow and all of the bad memories I had of them quickly shockwaved throug h me.
To describe the physical pain I had from the appearances of the 2 absolute sickos is quite hard so I'll explain it the best I can.
I felt like my ribs interlocked and all corners of oxygen was beheaded or locked.
I couldn't breathe, which was the thing that scared me the most.
Cherry handed me a book n quilt first and when I opened it.
In Tadc terms, I wanted to abstract my own self in pure fear and horror.
Cherry wrote down the most uncompressed disgusting things you could ever imagine.
Mars and Cherry planned on having a [CENSORED] with my avatar.
I couldn't take anymore so I quickly stored my console that had MC into a safe and broke the lock so nobody can get it back.
I was finally able to breathe within 41 seconds, I started seeing flashing and bright stars for almost 1 and a half minutes and I just couldn't process what just happened.
The family problem is still there but the best I can do is just be quiet and don't make anyone mad at all.
But yeah getting your heartbeat tripled and almost dying to your own fear IS NOT a pleasent experience.
-Kiwi
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
@freakishbat said in My Disappearence:
decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
<3 I will decimate your entire family tree in 700 different ways with said molten iron
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
@freakishbat said in My Disappearence:
decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
The same person with -30 upvotes btw
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@freakishbat said in My Disappearence:
decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
The same person with -30 upvotes btw
@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
@freakishbat Piss off bruv
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@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
@Ventrell said in My Disappearence:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
Judging by the amount of typos your granting onto us, I can already figure out that your under the age of 13 chud, also bdns is a full on website.
It's not just on the switch captain obvious
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@Ventrell said in My Disappearence:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
Judging by the amount of typos your granting onto us, I can already figure out that your under the age of 13 chud, also bdns is a full on website.
It's not just on the switch captain obvious
@KiwiFarmsArkavel first honestly i didnt know i culd be on this website without swith tht good to know, second you had the guy in the first reply i had to give it to you bit then u fumbled by saying some dub shit abt "downvotes" or wtv, third judging someone by the way they type is sad ypu dont know how dumb you sound rn all jst cuz you wanted to "get somene back" or "respond", it dont matter if im 6 or smth i cant control when im born smh, your obv corny as hell cuz first its the "downvotes" and nw its "im 12" yk how many kids i hear flexing thier age like that means smth, i bet your the type of person to flex that your from the bronx or smth when your abt to fight nd ill still bya, overqll your immature, fourth u already have personal stuff going on so why start smth, fifth im not typing ts again so if u wanna know why i type lile this then look for a post thts called "what do yk ball in" andd youll see why, sixth im actually born in the BEST YEAR EVER, seventh call yur uber pls and not uber eats cuz you prolly big
