My Disappearence
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To those who were somewhat concerned of my state being more unstable by the weeks.
I appreciate your sympathy and would expect a reason why i vanished.
The closest thing i can say is that i just feel worse every day that i cant keep up visiting bdns more often and trying to endure some MAJOR family disasters such as my mom "not relaxing" leads up to aggresion in her voice and often saying 'she's overstressed" about me just going with her in a store with my hair all fluffy.
She expects me to know where we going and make me look fancy over going to a park.
I didnt want to go to the park.
So yeah, for the past few weeks my mental state was just getting worse as it just not make me have the rambunctious energy to come in here often and i have to survive some family issues.
-Kiwisaid in My Disappearence:
To those who were somewhat concerned of my state being more unstable by the weeks.
I appreciate your sympathy and would expect a reason why i vanished.
The closest thing i can say is that i just feel worse every day that i cant keep up visiting bdns more often and trying to endure some MAJOR family disasters such as my mom "not relaxing" leads up to aggresion in her voice and often saying 'she's overstressed" about me just going with her in a store with my hair all fluffy.
She expects me to know where we going and make me look fancy over going to a park.
I didnt want to go to the park.
So yeah, for the past few weeks my mental state was just getting worse as it just not make me have the rambunctious energy to come in here often and i have to survive some family issues.
-KiwiUpdate: So um, things have been getting worse and I don't think I can actually keep up being here a little more often from both my physical strength and mental strength.
For the past 2 weeks ive been getting flashbacks of what might have been psychological torture.
Cherry and Mars returned as soon as I returned to Minecraft after 5 years (I left due to VERY dark reasons that involved uhhhh. well I can't say it here but it hurried me alot)
They both joined my server somehow and all of the bad memories I had of them quickly shockwaved throug h me.
To describe the physical pain I had from the appearances of the 2 absolute sickos is quite hard so I'll explain it the best I can.
I felt like my ribs interlocked and all corners of oxygen was beheaded or locked.
I couldn't breathe, which was the thing that scared me the most.
Cherry handed me a book n quilt first and when I opened it.
In Tadc terms, I wanted to abstract my own self in pure fear and horror.
Cherry wrote down the most uncompressed disgusting things you could ever imagine.
Mars and Cherry planned on having a [CENSORED] with my avatar.
I couldn't take anymore so I quickly stored my console that had MC into a safe and broke the lock so nobody can get it back.
I was finally able to breathe within 41 seconds, I started seeing flashing and bright stars for almost 1 and a half minutes and I just couldn't process what just happened.
The family problem is still there but the best I can do is just be quiet and don't make anyone mad at all.
But yeah getting your heartbeat tripled and almost dying to your own fear IS NOT a pleasent experience.
-Kiwi
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
@freakishbat said in My Disappearence:
decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
<3 I will decimate your entire family tree in 700 different ways with said molten iron
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
@freakishbat said in My Disappearence:
decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
The same person with -30 upvotes btw
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@freakishbat said in My Disappearence:
decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
The same person with -30 upvotes btw
@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
@freakishbat Piss off bruv
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@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
@Ventrell said in My Disappearence:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
Judging by the amount of typos your granting onto us, I can already figure out that your under the age of 13 chud, also bdns is a full on website.
It's not just on the switch captain obvious
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@Ventrell said in My Disappearence:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
Judging by the amount of typos your granting onto us, I can already figure out that your under the age of 13 chud, also bdns is a full on website.
It's not just on the switch captain obvious
@KiwiFarmsArkavel first honestly i didnt know i culd be on this website without swith tht good to know, second you had the guy in the first reply i had to give it to you bit then u fumbled by saying some dub shit abt "downvotes" or wtv, third judging someone by the way they type is sad ypu dont know how dumb you sound rn all jst cuz you wanted to "get somene back" or "respond", it dont matter if im 6 or smth i cant control when im born smh, your obv corny as hell cuz first its the "downvotes" and nw its "im 12" yk how many kids i hear flexing thier age like that means smth, i bet your the type of person to flex that your from the bronx or smth when your abt to fight nd ill still bya, overqll your immature, fourth u already have personal stuff going on so why start smth, fifth im not typing ts again so if u wanna know why i type lile this then look for a post thts called "what do yk ball in" andd youll see why, sixth im actually born in the BEST YEAR EVER, seventh call yur uber pls and not uber eats cuz you prolly big
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@KiwiFarmsArkavel first honestly i didnt know i culd be on this website without swith tht good to know, second you had the guy in the first reply i had to give it to you bit then u fumbled by saying some dub shit abt "downvotes" or wtv, third judging someone by the way they type is sad ypu dont know how dumb you sound rn all jst cuz you wanted to "get somene back" or "respond", it dont matter if im 6 or smth i cant control when im born smh, your obv corny as hell cuz first its the "downvotes" and nw its "im 12" yk how many kids i hear flexing thier age like that means smth, i bet your the type of person to flex that your from the bronx or smth when your abt to fight nd ill still bya, overqll your immature, fourth u already have personal stuff going on so why start smth, fifth im not typing ts again so if u wanna know why i type lile this then look for a post thts called "what do yk ball in" andd youll see why, sixth im actually born in the BEST YEAR EVER, seventh call yur uber pls and not uber eats cuz you prolly big
@Ventrell nobody tryna read allat✌️
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@KiwiFarmsArkavel first honestly i didnt know i culd be on this website without swith tht good to know, second you had the guy in the first reply i had to give it to you bit then u fumbled by saying some dub shit abt "downvotes" or wtv, third judging someone by the way they type is sad ypu dont know how dumb you sound rn all jst cuz you wanted to "get somene back" or "respond", it dont matter if im 6 or smth i cant control when im born smh, your obv corny as hell cuz first its the "downvotes" and nw its "im 12" yk how many kids i hear flexing thier age like that means smth, i bet your the type of person to flex that your from the bronx or smth when your abt to fight nd ill still bya, overqll your immature, fourth u already have personal stuff going on so why start smth, fifth im not typing ts again so if u wanna know why i type lile this then look for a post thts called "what do yk ball in" andd youll see why, sixth im actually born in the BEST YEAR EVER, seventh call yur uber pls and not uber eats cuz you prolly big
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@Andyboi ionk what to tell you twin but jst to not be lazy
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@Ventrell wut...
@Yougot1960ed ion think its that hard to understand, i didnt proof read it cuz i dont give a shit and i usually use chat gpt to correct my flaws cuz i type with no remorse
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@Yougot1960ed ion think its that hard to understand, i didnt proof read it cuz i dont give a shit and i usually use chat gpt to correct my flaws cuz i type with no remorse
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@Ventrell ...okay
@Yougot1960ed i mean if u want i can try to edit it n make better
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@Yougot1960ed i mean if u want i can try to edit it n make better
@Ventrell Nah it's fine
