I feel abysmal rn
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Yeah yeah there are some munchkins that still think I'm cheating and all of that, you can that way all you want.
I got WAY more unstablistic things I have to deal with, so not even 2 days of high school and I already feel like the biggest sack of absolute dogsh1t in human history, and obviously the progressively worse mental state I get chained on isn't making things better.
I feel like I gotta take a hiatus or break on bdns but at the same time I don't want to go
I hadn't told anybody or anyone about this at all but for the past 3 - 4 years I have been suffering something called misanthropy and trust me, it's 3x as worse as depression.
And I have come to realize that psychologically torturing myself by pred catching at 10 years old all the way to now wasn't a good idea but rather a mission I always have to complete
Describing misanthropy would be extremely hard for me, given the origin of its violence and anguish.
I want to take a break but I can't, I fight battles that are still new and it's just messing with my head in the worse way possible
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do what you gotta. It will be okay kiwi
and you cheating is nobody elses business.
I HATE people and society as well, but I'm so sorry you are going thru this. -
all that mattrs is that natalie trusts you. if BDNS users think you cheated, why doex it matter, as long as your girlfriend believes u?
feellike im coming off as rude but im saying this in a motivational tone -
do what you gotta. It will be okay kiwi
and you cheating is nobody elses business.
I HATE people and society as well, but I'm so sorry you are going thru this.
@SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:
do what you gotta. It will be okay kiwi
and you cheating is nobody elses business.
Tarmac istg.
You knew abt the poly relationship before (if I remember correctly) it was a miscommunication problem and eventually I dipped out of the poly sexual thing entirely.
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@SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:
do what you gotta. It will be okay kiwi
and you cheating is nobody elses business.
Tarmac istg.
You knew abt the poly relationship before (if I remember correctly) it was a miscommunication problem and eventually I dipped out of the poly sexual thing entirely.
@KiwiFarmsArkavel the fuckk? I didnt know anything.
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all that mattrs is that natalie trusts you. if BDNS users think you cheated, why doex it matter, as long as your girlfriend believes u?
feellike im coming off as rude but im saying this in a motivational tone
@seal said in I feel abysmal rn:
all that mattrs is that natalie trusts you. if BDNS users think you cheated, why doex it matter, as long as your girlfriend believes u?
feellike im coming off as rude but im saying this in a motivational toneThat's cool n all but how can 1 individual LITERALLY bring in evidence of a poly circle WITHOUT bring in info I can't show
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you make me regret trying to make you feel better.
It's da SPOOKY MONTH
OCTOBER BELONGS TO SKID AND PUMP -
@KiwiFarmsArkavel the fuckk? I didnt know anything.
@SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel the fuckk? I didnt know anything.
I said from what I remember, that may or may not have mean you knew
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Yeah yeah there are some munchkins that still think I'm cheating and all of that, you can that way all you want.
I got WAY more unstablistic things I have to deal with, so not even 2 days of high school and I already feel like the biggest sack of absolute dogsh1t in human history, and obviously the progressively worse mental state I get chained on isn't making things better.
I feel like I gotta take a hiatus or break on bdns but at the same time I don't want to go
I hadn't told anybody or anyone about this at all but for the past 3 - 4 years I have been suffering something called misanthropy and trust me, it's 3x as worse as depression.
And I have come to realize that psychologically torturing myself by pred catching at 10 years old all the way to now wasn't a good idea but rather a mission I always have to complete
Describing misanthropy would be extremely hard for me, given the origin of its violence and anguish.
I want to take a break but I can't, I fight battles that are still new and it's just messing with my head in the worse way possible
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@SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel the fuckk? I didnt know anything.
I said from what I remember, that may or may not have mean you knew
@KiwiFarmsArkavel I didn't. so don't make me feel bad about it. :(
It's da SPOOKY MONTH
OCTOBER BELONGS TO SKID AND PUMP -
@KiwiFarmsArkavel I didn't. so don't make me feel bad about it. :(
@SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel I didn't. so don't make me feel bad about it. :(
I'm going to bed. Just so I can clear my head for once.
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@SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel I didn't. so don't make me feel bad about it. :(
I'm going to bed. Just so I can clear my head for once.
@KiwiFarmsArkavel you do that. stay oblivious
It's da SPOOKY MONTH
OCTOBER BELONGS TO SKID AND PUMP -
@SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel I didn't. so don't make me feel bad about it. :(
I'm going to bed. Just so I can clear my head for once.
@KiwiFarmsArkavel have good dreams kiwi ^^
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The thing that matters most is prob your gf and your mental state
I think U should take a break from the internet overall ngl
That helped me a lot when my friend ....
Do what U gotta do tho
It's Js a stupid drama after all
live ur life to the fullest, as it should be lived.
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Alr
The thing that matters most is prob your gf and your mental state
I think U should take a break from the internet overall ngl
That helped me a lot when my friend ....
Do what U gotta do tho
It's Js a stupid drama after all
@macncheese. Agree
#kiwineedsrest -
I really wanna give a good opinion on this but dunno a way to go about it since I don't really know you, So i'm just gonna say, I pray your mental condition gets better.
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