life update (vent + update ig-ish)

[xenth]

im taking mh time so im not on much, im also hecka busy with school then managing time with everyone... and my new med "lexapro" works kinda... ive been happier but also... sadder... moodswings are baddd and having a breakup didnt help... goodbye screamy...

genuinely just being downed by life and like in cod warzone... i most likely aint gonna hit the self revive stem...

genuinely everything just feels dark and depressing... i genuinely feel like i have no value and im honestly kinda mad at the breakup... spend so much dang time to try and fix stuff nd stay strong and the second i get back for a bit and go straight to him the "love faded" love dosent just fade, you just lost commitment.

[xenth]

genuinely got 6+ pages and its not even thurs + im overworking myself and tore a leg tendon working out. and everythings falling apart. 2 nd 1/2 years therapy and that wall i built is slowly falling.

[Poorthing2012]

life has ups & downs ripp. Hope u get better soon frfr!!!!!

[StarryPeach]

Ssiiggghhhhh it’s alr. I’m glad you’re happier. Ik life is hard but you got this. Ik you do. Hehehe.