mommy... (tw vent)

Yanderemenhera

my mom is manipulative. she was physically abusive tords me when i was younger. cps is involved in my life btw.
but she is sweet and caring in frount of my consulers and my therapist.
i feel like none believes me.
today she tried to send me to a asylum. (yes. where i live they are no different than old-fashioned asylums but with pretty names) i'm afraid she will successfully send me to one and i'll never see any of you guys again... and i'm talking one where it'll be permanent, untill im 18 and can leave. everyone tells me that my mom loves me and she's doing the best she can...
but well, if i stop posting... she likely got rid of me and i'm not comming home and i'll never see you guys again.
im so fucking lost, could someone pray for me or something? if there's a god they fucking hate me but im desperate for anything.

Yanderemenhera

i don't talk about my irl life on here much. but today was so terrible i just... idk.

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Sending Prayers In Yandere

Yanderemenhera

thank you, it means a lot

Melancholyyuga

I don't want to lose you. Maybe... try seeking help from other family?

Yanderemenhera

i don't really have any other family

GooXy

Why hasn't CPS put your family in a jail cell dude? Your family is fucking sick in the head. Im praying you get out of that crazy fuckin house menhera.

Woof26

That's so fucked up,Menhera holy shit! praying so hard for you bro u deserve so much better fr :(

Yanderemenhera

i have a good update

Yanderemenhera

im trying to get into a bording school

Woof26

Thats a GREAT idea dude
Hope it works out for ya :D

Nared

Hey hey hey. I am so sorry to hear that. Your mom just doesn't understand you. I hope your life gets better friend. And if you need someone to talk to. Don't be a stranger. I am here to listen

Yanderemenhera

@Nared thank you, im doing a lot better. i've applied for scholarship and being in a bording school will be very nice :3
i'll still be online every day ( probably ) and the one im trying to get into is special ed too wich is really nice

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hope it works out 🩷🩷