Dear God

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I've looked for you my entire life
I've even tried praying in the hard times
I have tried, really fucking tried
What have I done wrong?
are you punishing me?
Surely, Surely i've been punished enough?
You've made me feel pain, pain like no words can or will ever describe
you've made me loose more than anything I could ever gain
Am I evil? is that it?
Tell me
Tell me now
Why am I the one you're choosing to put through hell when i'm not even dead yet?
Thanks, thanks a lot

LarryFire

looking for who? what happend?

Zip -Sonamy

@YourAriesBestie relatable

snailbly

I don't know where your faith lies but, I recently hear from a preacher that reminded me of this post he said something along the lines of questioning faith and blaming god during difficult times or not answering our prayers but infact god is the closest with us during those times when we are in the most pain god is very subtle in many ways you are good enough and he's not punishing you even if you feel like he is I don't know what you were going through when you wrote this but I promise you'll pull through to the other side you must see in hope even during the darkest times or when you feel like giving up I know it's not easy specially when you feel like when faith isn't with you

dragonexplorer5

agreed, my best example trust and he gives rizz and laffs

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@YourAriesBestie This prayer hits home :( going through same thing in my personal life that nobody understands..