The end of the year
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1/10. I lost several friendships which- genuinely needed to happen. they were toxic. but it still hurted bad like- very. 4 years or more went to waste
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4/10 so far. moved recently with my new stepfamily i guess?? in a rural town,, rlly awkward whenever they come over (the kids come over for the weekends). anyways since ive moved, i had to leave my old life behind with 0 connection to my friends, just to live in a city full of BUMS. good thing about this place is that since everyone is so dumb i just get straight a's,,, i've made one friend so far but i still feel lonely at times. a postive is that i discovered the streamer squeex recently and my autistic ass LOVES him!!! i watch a vod every nite b4 going to bed <3 okay yap over srry
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@KiwiFarmsArkavel Internet drama is stupid. some people might say that if you dont talk about it constantly or act accordingly to new recent drama you're a bigot, ect,ect. you dont need to drain yourself trying to "inform" others all the time, take care of yourself. you're not an entity who's only purpose is to talk about other peoples issues. im not saying i like the roblox ceo or ANYTHING of that nature. but its not worth burning yourself out over. its not good for your mental health at all. you're just a kid, and one day you'll die. we all will. enjoy your life while you get the chance to. im not saying you might not find this rewarding or anything but i'd hate to see you burnout or end up absorbing others emotions. its ok to take a break from it
@Yanderemenhera said in The end of the year:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel Internet drama is stupid. some people might say that if you dont talk about it constantly or act accordingly to new recent drama you're a bigot, ect,ect. you dont need to drain yourself trying to "inform" others all the time, take care of yourself. you're not an entity who's only purpose is to talk about other peoples issues. im not saying i like the roblox ceo or ANYTHING of that nature. but its not worth burning yourself out over. its not good for your mental health at all. you're just a kid, and one day you'll die. we all will. enjoy your life while you get the chance to. im not saying you might not find this rewarding or anything but i'd hate to see you burnout or end up absorbing others emotions. its ok to take a break from it
ik ik and i sorta suffered the burn-out first hand for a bit and yeah i did some mini calculations and we have a confirmed total of 32 controversies in 1 year which obv makes me feel even worse by the minute a new controversy happens, i just wish i can go back to the calming times of 2015-2016 but no every single one of us is dead and were in the earth version of hell. But thank you for your worries and for giving me that advice ig
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@Yanderemenhera said in The end of the year:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel Internet drama is stupid. some people might say that if you dont talk about it constantly or act accordingly to new recent drama you're a bigot, ect,ect. you dont need to drain yourself trying to "inform" others all the time, take care of yourself. you're not an entity who's only purpose is to talk about other peoples issues. im not saying i like the roblox ceo or ANYTHING of that nature. but its not worth burning yourself out over. its not good for your mental health at all. you're just a kid, and one day you'll die. we all will. enjoy your life while you get the chance to. im not saying you might not find this rewarding or anything but i'd hate to see you burnout or end up absorbing others emotions. its ok to take a break from it
ik ik and i sorta suffered the burn-out first hand for a bit and yeah i did some mini calculations and we have a confirmed total of 32 controversies in 1 year which obv makes me feel even worse by the minute a new controversy happens, i just wish i can go back to the calming times of 2015-2016 but no every single one of us is dead and were in the earth version of hell. But thank you for your worries and for giving me that advice ig
@KiwiFarmsArkavel tbh, im hedonistic af. not selfish, but i believe nothing truly matters but in a postitive nihilism way, and everyone calling out lolcows for example just brings more people to them and makes them more money. if someone makes a call-out post telling people to not witch-hunt others yk damn well people will. there will always be drama, someone will always do bad things, but idc. there's always gonna be a caine and able online but its not worth my time.