a lil vent rant (more happy than sad)

[xenth]

i feel a bit good, but sad at the same time. everything gets better slowly, my sad moments come less often but when they do they hit hard. i noticed my biggest trigger slowly peeling into something that makes me.. calm.. i used to be afraid of silence. when it went silent, my mind did too.. but there wasnt a silence as in blank.. it was more happiness.. ive found that now.. im just relaxed, i stay up at night to hear the silence.. its peaceful, its nice.. it makes me feel alone (in a good way) away from drama, from yelling, from stress. just me :) this is a very light vent, it only has breif sadness mentions. its more of a happy one :) ive found my calmness, my peace.

[xenth]

as of sunday 7-26-26 i have put my status as away, because im in a bit of a reflectivve mood, and most likely at a sensative spot. so this is my happy-ish vent, and ima sign-off to relax on youtube.

[french_fry_guy]

Im happy youre doing well ^^

[sergio676767]

Glad your doing ok

[itscookiebear]

glad ur better