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As my first post had read, I am new, Soooo-
I'll give you all a little rundown about me and my hobbies!!!
I LOVE to-- (cough).. Almost made a Hazbin reference... ANYYYWAAYYY!
Hobbies:
All of you seem like nice people, and hope we get to know each other more!!
I'mma start doing this thing in which case I give you all 5 scary facts each Saturday just for the Hell of it!! ENJOY!
TRIGGER WARNING FOR SENSITIVE TOPICS!
Explanation for 3:
After death and during the eary stages of decomposition, the tissue breaking down can cause little movements and jerks. Relatedly, in the early stages of Rigor Mortis, limbs can curl in on themselves whilst stiffening.
I'll let you all digest that. ♡
Hello, I'm Karson!! I'm actually relatively new on here!! I'm hoping I can interact with you all and be friends! I do intend to post about different things and converse with some of you. Like I said before; My main goal is to make friends and Have fun!!
It's so WILD that they do that even though it's literally illegal (in Tennessee at least).
They only time they're supposed to tell people about anything is if you're being abused/harmed, threatening to harm yourself/others, etc.
Kind of a thread of my previous post-
Even if I'm struggling, a good thing is MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON!!!!!
And I'm getting a cosplay for my Hazbin OC!!
He's a really cool concept and I'm so happy to actually be able to bring him to life!! :D
Once I figure out how to get pictures through a ninetendo, I'll show drawings of him, his husband, and 3 kids!!! Maybe even the cosplay itself!! XP
I came on here to make friends, and don't get me wrong it seems that it's working so far!
It's just.. not the connection I seek. I seek something more deep and close, if that make sense.
And I understand that I've only been on here for two days, but I genuinely want to talk and get to know you all. Like I crave the feeling of having friendships, but in all honesty, that probably won't be happening anytime soon. Especially since it's through a screen. And I'm also a really awkward person and not too pleasant to be around. A lot of you will get tired of me quickly or will just find me annoying before anything gets deep.
No, I'm not asking for pity, just an understanding. Know that this not me being manipulative, just stating a fact.
I genuinely want a friend to rely on and talk about my hyper-fixations without them getting annoyed or tired of me. I want something real.
Started to feel a sense of... Hunger.
For food? Unlikely.
Power hungry? Closer.
It's at the tip of my tongue, I can taste it.
I believe I'm craving the contact of your flesh.
I have been chasing you down this whole time, following your scent.
You have become prey in my eyes.
I just wanna know if you'll fall for it.
Will you fall for it?
I crave the feeling of deep intimacy and love.
I crave the feeling of physical contact that crosses the line of "friendly".
I crave to know what it's like to have a partner.
But I will never know.
I will never know because I'm afraid of love.
It's something so tempting, yet so vile.
It's something I can't STAND.
Love is so disgusting and crude, how could someone EVER believe in it?!
But, oh... Oh, how I crave the light of it.
I will never find it because I can't stand to know what it feels like.
And it's a sad truth, but I will forever be alone.
I will eventually give up and tire of this feeling.
Why must I succumb to such a foul way of thinking?
I don't know.
All I know is that I will forever be alone becaused I cannot sustain a stable relationship.
Either due to my mental health, or them getting tired of me.
Whatever shall I do?
Well, cope with the loneliness of course.
But how can I do so?..
it feels like im the only one online rn...
Like, just a few seconds ago, everyone was here, but then they vanished... What happened????
Anywayyy. I just realized supposed to ACT like my fav character, mb
"HEYYYY, B*TCH!"
"Should I? Perhaps. Will I? No. Do I enjoy being difficult? Most definitely."
"Hello, My dear-" gets punched mid sentence.
"Made with all the love I'm legally allowed to give!"
@SweetLikeTarmac
That was the point, trust
"GRRRR.. RGH... STOP! HE's MINE! HE ONLY BELONGS TO MEXICO!!"
I pin Alastor against the wall to show my dominance.
"HEY, YOU BAKA!!! LEAVE MY SUBMISSIVE LITTLE OMEGA ALONE!"
I stalk toward you, a low growl rumbling through my chest. My eyes turn red as I realize you've made Alastor cry. I turn back to you, teeth baring.
"Oh, now you've done it.. GRRR... GRRGH! BARK!! RUFF!"
I start my epic display of dominance, making you cower before me.
@vessel
STOP WIH THIS DAMN IMAGE.
Who wants to be the Lucifer to my Alastor? :sob:
Who is gonna be there when my little fawn instincts kick in and I get the zoomies?
Who is gonna be the sun to my moon?
The star to my clouds?
Who is gonna help me through my lows?
Hmm?
WHO?!
/hj
(THIS IS SORTA A JOKE.)
Hmm.. Probably Hazbin Hotel or The Summer Hikaru Died.
....♡
Genuinely just had the worst jumpscare of my lifetime, but bravo it's pretty accurate!
@vessel
If I may ask, how do I speak like AI?
Please inform me and tell me were I lack in my communication skills so that I can sound more human.
Yeah I already made a post abt this, i wasnt meaning for all staff to gt involved heh