I'm barely home alone but when I was for like half an hour I just watched Hazbin. I would probably just do the same thing I always do when not home alone.

"Scary.......I almost dropped mah pie :" -Drex in Henry Danger

I WANT IT THAT WAYYYY

I hate Hazbin

I've managed to make a lot of progress cuz I'm a little less awkward...also somehow my laugh has gotten a bit more normal (it sounds a little fake tho)

Me

@SupearMan On the bright side, I got some new beats I found lying around.

!UPDATE!

MY BREAK BEGINS TOMORROW MORNING

Why?

I am feeling overwhelmed today.

Why?

I played soccer while constantly spitting up blood, struggling to breathe and barely able to run, all while being pushed and criticized by my family.

..Why?

SHU-

In all seriousness though, I truly need a break right now. As I mentioned, I was pushed way too hard while in a really bad physical state, and the constant criticism from my family almost made me break down a few times. I regret making the decision but I can't put my small appearances on this site ahead of my health anymore. (I made that last part sound really big but it isn't trust me)

come back! I am Supear and I joined June last year :3 (Don't expect me too much for a week or so, I'm taking a break)

(SCROLL TO THE END FOR THE DURATION)

• Explanation:
  As much as this site has been a lifeline for me, I find myself in a position where I need to step away. I'm unsure of the exact reason, but for once, I feel it’s important to listen to my instincts. It might be my mental health—this site, though it’s often felt like the only thing holding me together, isn't enough anymore. I need to move beyond it, to not rely on it for my sense of stability. Another reason could be procrastination. Though I've been working harder lately, I still find myself getting distracted, not just here but by countless other things. The year is drawing to a close, and last year I was given a pass to move forward despite failing. I don’t want to find myself in that same situation again, especially with the real possibility of being held back. But it’s not just school. I have personal projects—shows, AMVs, songs, art—so many things either unfinished, barely started, or abandoned altogether. I want to finish these things, not because I feel obligated, but because I owe it to myself to create something meaningful that I can share, both here and with others on platforms like YouTube.

A third reason for this break is a personal one. I want to be less awkward socially. I don’t want my interactions here to affect how I behave in real life. The way I act here is, in part, because I know I’ll likely never meet most of you in person (though there are a couple of exceptions). But those patterns are starting to bleed into real life, and I can’t allow that. Recently, I was called “the definition of disgusting and weird” by people I don’t even know, and it shook me more than I care to admit.

(!VENTING ZONE!)

I’ve been carrying a lot of emotional baggage, and I’m tired of it. My reputation has been in shambles since pre-K, and it's followed me relentlessly over the years. I’ve spent so much time mired in emotional chaos, in and out of depressive episodes, that I no longer know how to break the cycle. It’s exhausting. I tell myself to “be in the moment” and “life’s too short to spend it moping,” but I’m a hypocrite. I never truly live; I just exist, sinking into my own sadness and frustration. Too many nights have been spent just moping, as if it’s the only option left.

I feel like I’m walking on thin ice with the people I care about. My dad recently called me an asshole, I haven’t spoken to Tommy in days, I hurt @kasanetetofan, even though I never intended to. And that’s just the surface of it. I regret so many things: I never told my grandmother I loved her or even hugged her before she passed away in 2021. I’ve hurt my crush from last year, and I fear I might be doing the same again this year. I’ve lashed out at my family, causing pain I can never take back. I’ve scared my friends, made them cry, and been the reason for several friendships falling apart.

• Duration:
  At least one week, though it’s not fixed so it could vary.
  I’ll be around for the next two days as much as I can, but after 12 AM on Monday, don’t expect to see me here.

!UPDATED LIST!
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1. Hansel (Sodikken(yes that one that's going viral))
2. Karma (AJR)
3. Welcome To The Show (Dr. Villain)
4. Stephen’s Father (LeGrand)
5. Easier (BoyWithUke)
6. Queen of the Freaks (AViVA)
7. Give a little (LeGrand)
8. Worlds Smallest Violin (AJR)
9. Understand (BoyWithUke)
10. PARALYZED (AViVA)
11. Loser, Baby (Hazbin Hotel)

I swear if this becomes a trend on here

@Weeblikeartist

I just wanted a pan miku pfp
https://pin.it/1P51Zb6KG

@Weeblikeartist said in Webtoon Recommendations?:

MERRYWEATHER MEDIA FOR TE WINNN!!

Silver Approved*

Any LeGrand song

@Weeblikeartist Just "walk it off" EH EHHH?? CUZ IT'S ON YER ANKLE? EHHH? GET ITTTTTTT??????? (I am so sorry for that terrible joke but anyway tbh as long as you can move, yer probably gud)

Did you make that :0

Y'all got any webtoons recommendations?