if yu need to vent illl listen

[P4NIC_ITS_MCR]

I mentally feel like nobody wants me here..and that people lie to me. my suicidal thoughts suck

[moonlitprxsm]

I'm getting tired of everything...but I have no choice but to keep going right? Giving up is selfish but trying too hard exhausts me and makes everybody mad anyway because "You're trying too hard !!" so I'm really stuck. It's like I'm trapped between two walls that are constantly moving in towards me...it feels like I'm running out of options.

[Sup3rSwaggyy1983]

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[A Former User]

I seen that before it was deleted I'm sorry

[Sup3rSwaggyy1983]

@Wynter nuh uh, no u didnt

[moonlitprxsm]

I miss someone dearly and although I've had to put away my feelings to make him and everyone else happy, they never dissipated. I still care about him as much as I did on day 1. But what can I do? He left because he doesn't want to be with me. I told him I'd still be here before he left...so I'm just sitting here, quietly holding onto hope that he'll come back..probably foolishly, but what else do I have?

[Sup3rSwaggyy1983]

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[Sup3rSwaggyy1983]

Fa la la la laaa

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@moonlitprxsm yea i understand whatyour going through

[moonlitprxsm]

@bunny234567 I miss him

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@moonlitprxsm giving up isnt selfish ive had to deal with school my mental health etc some times ill listento musicin my headphones and cry in my bathroom wondering why most my friends abandoned me and why my birthdad did to and my ex and wonder if my bf now will abandon me

[moonlitprxsm]

For what it's worth, I'm not gonna..I'll stay with you

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seee Doesn'titfeelgoodto vent everyon should,things they love and if u need a vent my dms are open if not then your welcomedhere

[moonlitprxsm]

But yeah..I get the fear and anxiety...people like us are always afraid of losing what's important since we don't have that much..

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@moonlitprxsm ik bt nw you haveaBestfriendme

[moonlitprxsm]

Hooray !! It goes both ways yk, you're my friend too :3

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yep also my ncle has the samehaircutasnebbercracker from monster house

[moonlitprxsm]

Whoa

[moonlitprxsm]

@Fr3akalici0us1 oh dear lord..

[Sup3rSwaggyy1983]

@moonlitprxsm teehehehehe wholeass essay, ik