My Disappearence
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goatkiwi is back
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Oh I hope things work out
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@KiwiFarmsArkavel you were the first person I ever talked to on bdns saying exactly ts aint tuff when my user was... interesting. My mom goes through this to because of her menopaus its for women sround 45 im pretty sure. its kinda like a teenager girl through puberty. Often mood swings. My best advice is to try helping her. If ur mom has a job and u dont and stay home clean around the house and leave her sweet notes. If u dont already get a job if ur over 16. And do
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@freakishbat What was the point if that comment cuz u look a hit mess with yo 4 followers. When someone talks about so ething important happening in their life ur supposed to be kind and supportive unlike u being a dumbass rat. Boo whatever u were tryna get to with that comment isnt working cuz it looks like u tryna get attention. and when you said u feared our sanity for caring abt him actually feared me showing u have no feelings. Aka u jus boring and basic asf. Get clocked hun?
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To those who were somewhat concerned of my state being more unstable by the weeks.
I appreciate your sympathy and would expect a reason why i vanished.
The closest thing i can say is that i just feel worse every day that i cant keep up visiting bdns more often and trying to endure some MAJOR family disasters such as my mom "not relaxing" leads up to aggresion in her voice and often saying 'she's overstressed" about me just going with her in a store with my hair all fluffy.
She expects me to know where we going and make me look fancy over going to a park.
I didnt want to go to the park.
So yeah, for the past few weeks my mental state was just getting worse as it just not make me have the rambunctious energy to come in here often and i have to survive some family issues.
-Kiwisaid in My Disappearence:
To those who were somewhat concerned of my state being more unstable by the weeks.
I appreciate your sympathy and would expect a reason why i vanished.
The closest thing i can say is that i just feel worse every day that i cant keep up visiting bdns more often and trying to endure some MAJOR family disasters such as my mom "not relaxing" leads up to aggresion in her voice and often saying 'she's overstressed" about me just going with her in a store with my hair all fluffy.
She expects me to know where we going and make me look fancy over going to a park.
I didnt want to go to the park.
So yeah, for the past few weeks my mental state was just getting worse as it just not make me have the rambunctious energy to come in here often and i have to survive some family issues.
-KiwiUpdate: So um, things have been getting worse and I don't think I can actually keep up being here a little more often from both my physical strength and mental strength.
For the past 2 weeks ive been getting flashbacks of what might have been psychological torture.
Cherry and Mars returned as soon as I returned to Minecraft after 5 years (I left due to VERY dark reasons that involved uhhhh. well I can't say it here but it hurried me alot)
They both joined my server somehow and all of the bad memories I had of them quickly shockwaved throug h me.
To describe the physical pain I had from the appearances of the 2 absolute sickos is quite hard so I'll explain it the best I can.
I felt like my ribs interlocked and all corners of oxygen was beheaded or locked.
I couldn't breathe, which was the thing that scared me the most.
Cherry handed me a book n quilt first and when I opened it.
In Tadc terms, I wanted to abstract my own self in pure fear and horror.
Cherry wrote down the most uncompressed disgusting things you could ever imagine.
Mars and Cherry planned on having a [CENSORED] with my avatar.
I couldn't take anymore so I quickly stored my console that had MC into a safe and broke the lock so nobody can get it back.
I was finally able to breathe within 41 seconds, I started seeing flashing and bright stars for almost 1 and a half minutes and I just couldn't process what just happened.
The family problem is still there but the best I can do is just be quiet and don't make anyone mad at all.
But yeah getting your heartbeat tripled and almost dying to your own fear IS NOT a pleasent experience.
-Kiwi
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
@freakishbat said in My Disappearence:
decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
<3 I will decimate your entire family tree in 700 different ways with said molten iron
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
@freakishbat said in My Disappearence:
decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
The same person with -30 upvotes btw
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@freakishbat said in My Disappearence:
decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
The same person with -30 upvotes btw
@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
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decapitate your feet and watch them boil in molten iron
@freakishbat Piss off bruv
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@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
@Ventrell said in My Disappearence:
@KiwiFarmsArkavel i dont think it mattrs whether or not he has -30, ths is literary a fake nintendo switch sociql media smh, people who brng up "fake likes" or "followers" genuinely gottq go
Judging by the amount of typos your granting onto us, I can already figure out that your under the age of 13 chud, also bdns is a full on website.
It's not just on the switch captain obvious
