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I feel abysmal rn

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  • ScaryLikeTarmac
    ScaryLikeTarmac
    ScaryLikeTarmac
    SPOOKY MONTH!!!! ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ kevinkempt I ❤️ frogs stargazers Dr pepper
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    #2

    do what you gotta. It will be okay kiwi

    and you cheating is nobody elses business.
    I HATE people and society as well, but I'm so sorry you are going thru this.

    It's da SPOOKY MONTH
    Screenshot 2026-10-12 4.29.51 PM.png
    OCTOBER BELONGS TO SKID AND PUMP

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      all that mattrs is that natalie trusts you. if BDNS users think you cheated, why doex it matter, as long as your girlfriend believes u?
      feellike im coming off as rude but im saying this in a motivational tone

      i love my jeffy ´∀`

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      • ScaryLikeTarmac ScaryLikeTarmac

        do what you gotta. It will be okay kiwi

        and you cheating is nobody elses business.
        I HATE people and society as well, but I'm so sorry you are going thru this.

        KiwiFarmsArkavel
        KiwiFarmsArkavel
        KiwiFarmsArkavel
        Gonna Shit This Down Legion Guardians The Legion of Kiwi INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Slipper to Ass 2nd Top Poster 🥈 former staff 10kth upvoter Banned
        wrote on last edited by KiwiFarmsArkavel
        #4

        @SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:

        do what you gotta. It will be okay kiwi

        and you cheating is nobody elses business.

        Tarmac istg.

        You knew abt the poly relationship before (if I remember correctly) it was a miscommunication problem and eventually I dipped out of the poly sexual thing entirely.

        

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        • KiwiFarmsArkavel KiwiFarmsArkavel

          @SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:

          do what you gotta. It will be okay kiwi

          and you cheating is nobody elses business.

          Tarmac istg.

          You knew abt the poly relationship before (if I remember correctly) it was a miscommunication problem and eventually I dipped out of the poly sexual thing entirely.

          ScaryLikeTarmac
          ScaryLikeTarmac
          ScaryLikeTarmac
          SPOOKY MONTH!!!! ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ kevinkempt I ❤️ frogs stargazers Dr pepper
          wrote on last edited by
          #5

          @KiwiFarmsArkavel the fuckk? I didnt know anything.

          It's da SPOOKY MONTH
          Screenshot 2026-10-12 4.29.51 PM.png
          OCTOBER BELONGS TO SKID AND PUMP

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            all that mattrs is that natalie trusts you. if BDNS users think you cheated, why doex it matter, as long as your girlfriend believes u?
            feellike im coming off as rude but im saying this in a motivational tone

            KiwiFarmsArkavel
            KiwiFarmsArkavel
            KiwiFarmsArkavel
            Gonna Shit This Down Legion Guardians The Legion of Kiwi INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Slipper to Ass 2nd Top Poster 🥈 former staff 10kth upvoter Banned
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            #6

            @seal said in I feel abysmal rn:

            all that mattrs is that natalie trusts you. if BDNS users think you cheated, why doex it matter, as long as your girlfriend believes u?
            feellike im coming off as rude but im saying this in a motivational tone

            That's cool n all but how can 1 individual LITERALLY bring in evidence of a poly circle WITHOUT bring in info I can't show

            

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            • ScaryLikeTarmac
              ScaryLikeTarmac
              ScaryLikeTarmac
              SPOOKY MONTH!!!! ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ kevinkempt I ❤️ frogs stargazers Dr pepper
              wrote on last edited by
              #7

              you make me regret trying to make you feel better.

              It's da SPOOKY MONTH
              Screenshot 2026-10-12 4.29.51 PM.png
              OCTOBER BELONGS TO SKID AND PUMP

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              • ScaryLikeTarmac ScaryLikeTarmac

                @KiwiFarmsArkavel the fuckk? I didnt know anything.

                KiwiFarmsArkavel
                KiwiFarmsArkavel
                KiwiFarmsArkavel
                Gonna Shit This Down Legion Guardians The Legion of Kiwi INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Slipper to Ass 2nd Top Poster 🥈 former staff 10kth upvoter Banned
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                #8

                @SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:

                @KiwiFarmsArkavel the fuckk? I didnt know anything.

                I said from what I remember, that may or may not have mean you knew

                

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                • KiwiFarmsArkavel KiwiFarmsArkavel

                  Yeah yeah there are some munchkins that still think I'm cheating and all of that, you can that way all you want.

                  I got WAY more unstablistic things I have to deal with, so not even 2 days of high school and I already feel like the biggest sack of absolute dogsh1t in human history, and obviously the progressively worse mental state I get chained on isn't making things better.

                  I feel like I gotta take a hiatus or break on bdns but at the same time I don't want to go

                  I hadn't told anybody or anyone about this at all but for the past 3 - 4 years I have been suffering something called misanthropy and trust me, it's 3x as worse as depression.

                  And I have come to realize that psychologically torturing myself by pred catching at 10 years old all the way to now wasn't a good idea but rather a mission I always have to complete

                  Describing misanthropy would be extremely hard for me, given the origin of its violence and anguish.

                  I want to take a break but I can't, I fight battles that are still new and it's just messing with my head in the worse way possible

                  TwoTimee
                  TwoTimee
                  TwoTimee
                  | Alterhuman Amarah x Oliver Spawnist Online Sona = IRL Glory2thespawn
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                  #9

                  @KiwiFarmsArkavel nooo :(

                  It / rot / they / meow


                  Amarah is my partnerrr!!! :3 they love me & only me!
                  Doubles DNI. (for my safety (;-n-))


                  SpawnAngel is cannon.

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                  • KiwiFarmsArkavel KiwiFarmsArkavel

                    @SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:

                    @KiwiFarmsArkavel the fuckk? I didnt know anything.

                    I said from what I remember, that may or may not have mean you knew

                    ScaryLikeTarmac
                    ScaryLikeTarmac
                    ScaryLikeTarmac
                    SPOOKY MONTH!!!! ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ kevinkempt I ❤️ frogs stargazers Dr pepper
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                    #10

                    @KiwiFarmsArkavel I didn't. so don't make me feel bad about it. :(

                    It's da SPOOKY MONTH
                    Screenshot 2026-10-12 4.29.51 PM.png
                    OCTOBER BELONGS TO SKID AND PUMP

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                    • ScaryLikeTarmac ScaryLikeTarmac

                      @KiwiFarmsArkavel I didn't. so don't make me feel bad about it. :(

                      KiwiFarmsArkavel
                      KiwiFarmsArkavel
                      KiwiFarmsArkavel
                      Gonna Shit This Down Legion Guardians The Legion of Kiwi INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Slipper to Ass 2nd Top Poster 🥈 former staff 10kth upvoter Banned
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                      @SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:

                      @KiwiFarmsArkavel I didn't. so don't make me feel bad about it. :(

                      I'm going to bed. Just so I can clear my head for once.

                      

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                      • KiwiFarmsArkavel KiwiFarmsArkavel

                        @SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:

                        @KiwiFarmsArkavel I didn't. so don't make me feel bad about it. :(

                        I'm going to bed. Just so I can clear my head for once.

                        ScaryLikeTarmac
                        ScaryLikeTarmac
                        ScaryLikeTarmac
                        SPOOKY MONTH!!!! ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ kevinkempt I ❤️ frogs stargazers Dr pepper
                        wrote on last edited by ScaryLikeTarmac
                        #12

                        @KiwiFarmsArkavel you do that. stay oblivious

                        It's da SPOOKY MONTH
                        Screenshot 2026-10-12 4.29.51 PM.png
                        OCTOBER BELONGS TO SKID AND PUMP

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                        • KiwiFarmsArkavel KiwiFarmsArkavel

                          @SweetLikeTarmac said in I feel abysmal rn:

                          @KiwiFarmsArkavel I didn't. so don't make me feel bad about it. :(

                          I'm going to bed. Just so I can clear my head for once.

                          TwoTimee
                          TwoTimee
                          TwoTimee
                          | Alterhuman Amarah x Oliver Spawnist Online Sona = IRL Glory2thespawn
                          wrote on last edited by
                          #13

                          @KiwiFarmsArkavel have good dreams kiwi ^^

                          It / rot / they / meow


                          Amarah is my partnerrr!!! :3 they love me & only me!
                          Doubles DNI. (for my safety (;-n-))


                          SpawnAngel is cannon.

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                          • macncheese.
                            macncheese.
                            macncheese.
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                            Alr
                            The thing that matters most is prob your gf and your mental state
                            I think U should take a break from the internet overall ngl
                            That helped me a lot when my friend ....
                            Do what U gotta do tho
                            It's Js a stupid drama after all

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                            live ur life to the fullest, as it should be lived.

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                            • macncheese. macncheese.

                              Alr
                              The thing that matters most is prob your gf and your mental state
                              I think U should take a break from the internet overall ngl
                              That helped me a lot when my friend ....
                              Do what U gotta do tho
                              It's Js a stupid drama after all

                              TwoTimee
                              TwoTimee
                              TwoTimee
                              | Alterhuman Amarah x Oliver Spawnist Online Sona = IRL Glory2thespawn
                              wrote on last edited by
                              #15

                              @macncheese. Agree 👍
                              #kiwineedsrest

                              It / rot / they / meow


                              Amarah is my partnerrr!!! :3 they love me & only me!
                              Doubles DNI. (for my safety (;-n-))


                              SpawnAngel is cannon.

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                              • Yoh
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                                #16

                                I really wanna give a good opinion on this but dunno a way to go about it since I don't really know you, So i'm just gonna say, I pray your mental condition gets better. 😁 👍

                                𝙃𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙂𝙊𝘿 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙔𝙊𝙐! ❤ 𝙃𝙚 𝘿!3D 𝙁𝙤𝙧 𝙔𝙊𝙐!
                                ↻ ◁ || ▷ ↺ ⩇⩇:⩇⩇... ✦
                                𝗖𝗼𝗹𝗼𝗿𝘀 𝗠𝗲𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀!
                                Green: 😁
                                Orange: 👍
                                Red: 🫳
                                Gray:
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                                𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛.
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