So I tooken my high school field trip and I qualified for a couple of things

2D Animation

Computer Game Programming with Unreal Engine and 3D Modeling

last but not least I also qualified for Digital Audio Production

so I might actually become a real animator and an employee for Glitch Studios in my 20's XDD

my selection

Speak to me O toothless one

To those who were somewhat concerned of my state being more unstable by the weeks.

I appreciate your sympathy and would expect a reason why i vanished.

The closest thing i can say is that i just feel worse every day that i cant keep up visiting bdns more often and trying to endure some MAJOR family disasters such as my mom "not relaxing" leads up to aggresion in her voice and often saying 'she's overstressed" about me just going with her in a store with my hair all fluffy.

She expects me to know where we going and make me look fancy over going to a park.

I didnt want to go to the park.

So yeah, for the past few weeks my mental state was just getting worse as it just not make me have the rambunctious energy to come in here often and i have to survive some family issues.
-Kiwi

I had to make this topic, it's not being talked about around here often.

I've started on this platform 11 months ago and it was kinda cool at first but then things started happening, eventually the platform died done alot and idek how to make the platform more popular at all in any way shape or form.

Most of the popular mods either quit or entirely vanished from BDNS's eyesight

And now for the million dollar question, is BDNS dying?

Yes

a bright light appears and opens up to a scene where Ryhelians childhood is seen

scene takes place back in 2015

Child Ryhelian: Mom can we go to the playground :D
Ryhelian's Mom: well you did good with your school work
Child Ryhelian: yayyy im going to make so many friends there
memory fades away

scene now takes place in 2032

Ryhelian: looks at the place where it used to be the playground he used to go as a child now transformed into an abduction building looks at the building with pure gloom and disappointment while drinking an alcoholic beverage to soothe the suffering

Ryhelian: opens the door to its apartment and lays on the couch with his hand holding his forehead as if it throbs in headaches

Ryhelian: empty stare the glory days, where did it go wrong. Was it my fault. silence everything just feels wrong.

Ryhelian: stares at his SPAS-13 . . .

Ryhelian: throws the glass bottle he finished drinking somewhere i dont want to stay in this world any longer. the more i stay. the more agonizing it is.

Ryhelian: grabs the SPAS-13 nobody will remember me. but im sure wherever i go next will be less painful.

screen turns black
gunshot is heard and shotgun shells drop
Ryhelian wakes up in a padded room with a green jumpsuit with some kind of serial number, 000X10100

Ryhelian: !. why. how. how am i still alive. looks at chest oh. that. the shotgun placed a huge hole in Ryhelian's chest

hears screaming and pleads for help 2 cells away
Ryhelian: !
A guard opens Ryhelian's cell
Guard: Oh. What a surprise. your alive and awake, i thought your just going to be nothing but a rotting corpse in this establishment.
Ryhelian: Why the [censored] am i here. Why am i still alive.
Guard: Oh isnt it obvious why your here, look around you. We force the abducted and the broken to commit to the demands of the queen herself, Lexia.
Guard: Do not attempt to resist the new world order or we shall place upon your exection and ensure you are fully dead.
Ryhelian: . . .
Guard throws Ryhelian make into the padded room and locks the door
Guard walks away saying Lexia will be very pleased from what i found
3 days has past and the frequent sounds of screaming, begging, and crying driven Ryhelian in a psychotic state, each day feeling more of a delusion and headache at the same time with no end in sight.

Ryhelian opens his eyes after 8 hours of what might be called hell on earth

Red Cracks appeared on Ryhelians own vision and more red flashing delusions appear on Ryhelians brain and sight making him more aggressive and insane before eventually with concerning aggression Ryhelian ripped open the cell door

the red cracks are gone but different red lines appear on Ryhelian's sight like visible dust in a bright room

Ryhelian: is that. No. It cant be.

Ryhelian sees Kaaatie with tears in her eyes and bleeding scars everywhere on her

Unable to see properly from the tears of trauma and fear she couldnt scream at all due to the amount of times she screamed loud but nobody helped her, she feebly said

Kaaatie: Please... No more... i dont want to do this anymore... Please..
Ryhelian: sees the scarf that was covered in blood Kaaatie is clinging onto with the remaining strength left
Ryhelian: im not a guard, we dont have time left.
Ryhelian quickly carries Kaaatie and runs to find a safe location to heal her from the scars

Ryhelian: gathers some alcohol and bandages here this would help you with yours scars, looks at the scarf and looks back at Kaaatie with empathy did the guy with the scarf. die?.

Kaaatie: i. starts sobbing i shouldve defended him before he- . . .

The Guards quickly ambushed the opened cell and proceeds to open fire

Kaaatie: just go. save yourself. im not worth sa- gets shot tries to hold back tears from the pain

Ryhelian: sees blood dripping down Kaaatie's arm then the aggressive delusions return to Ryhelian's head

Ryhelian: . . . Grabs Guard 2's head and crushes it with one hand

bloodcurdling sounds of bone crunching was heard

Ryhelian: N0 V 1 C T 1 M W 1 L L F Ą L L. lunges at Guard 1 and rips through his stomach and flesh until Ryhelian sees a bloody beating heart, Ryhelian decides to mercilessly stomp on it over and over and over again until it was a mess of pus, blood and pink flesh on the guards stomach

Bullets made 0% Damage on Ryhelian

Guard 4 runs away

Guard 3 attempts to punch Ryhelian, but failed

Ryhelian: . . . L 1 F 3 R 3 V 0 K 3 D...

Ryhelian gruesomely rips the Guard open in half and rips out his already bloody intestines out of his stomach

All the Guards quickly ran away

Ryhelian hangs the dead guards bodies with a rope

Kaaatie: has the strength to get up and bandage herself here. i think you might need this more than i do.

Kaaatie gives you a Bloody Scarf

Stamina Increased by 3+
Defense Increased by 2+

Kaaatie: m-mabye we should save the others. i have a gateway to my home universe somewhere in this hellhole.

Kaaatie has joined your team

Ryhelian sees a persons corpse outside

Kaaatie: looks at the body with a horrified look oh my. no. no no NO. starts sobbing with a defeated look on her face [censored]. i [censored] hate them all. he was mentally fragile and they just fucked with his head until now. i didnt know he. committed (/REDACTED) by. a tree. i just want to see theyre bodies burn in the fiery pits of hell until their flesh is nothing but melted matter.

Ryhelian: . . .

Ryhelian looks around and sees fields if not miles of people that suffered the same fate, all in the name of escapance

Ryhelian: your wasnt the only one that had to end like this.

Kaaatie: heart-drop . . .

Ryhelian: we dont have much time to mourn and honor the souls of the dead valley, we must find a way to fully escape this hell-hole.

Kaaatie: oh right right. . . sorry. .

after 15 minutes of voyaging around the inside of the building, they founded a gateway that leads to a prisioners reality (depending on who they are in the process)

Kaaatie: this will take me back to my homelands, we must warn the other before their reality gets taken over too.

Ryhelian: ok.

the portal quickly swirls in circles before taking the 2 into Kaaatie's Reality

Reality 2x^6.

Kaaatie: no. no no no no no no no.

Kaaatie: [censored]. . . God [censored] Dammit.

Kaaatie hears Oliver screaming like a little girl

Ryhelian: shit.

hears Guards

Guard: Do not resist the New World Order peasent.

Oliver: NO. STOP. PLEASE NO NO NO NO NO JUST PLEASE STOP IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE STOP I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE PLEASE HELP OH MY GOD HELP

Ryhelian: !. Kaaatie you go left, I'll go right.

Kaaatie: Roger that.

Ryhelian and Kaaatie run from separate corridors and locates the 2 guards

Ryhelian drop kicks one of the guards while Kaaatie fully gave the other guard a brutal concussion

during the mini-brawl, Ms Circle spots Kaaatie and instantly kills the remaining guards

Ms Circle: sigh this is a horrible time to be here Kaaatie, but i'd had this sense of you and your friend coming here and start a massacre.

Ms Circle: nothing is safe at all ever since those disgusting deplorable figures started flooding this place, keep your guard up ok.

Ms Circle joins your Party

Ms Circle: everybody got put into these dark vans that functions like a reality traveling device, they even took abbie (which in my opinion lowk tasted yummy like apple pie whenever i sliced and diced him)

Ryhelian: ok ok. lock in everyone. we must warn the others ab- the portal starts to fracture

Ryhelian: [censored].

the 3 starts running through the portal and successfully got through

Lexia's Reality

Kaaatie: were back in here. this hellhole that used to be a school but now it traps the abducted and kidnapped.

a light hum is heard within Ryhelian almost as if something is cracking

???: I've finally found you. After eons of searching, I've finally found you.

???: The Scriptures and Folktales were true. Millennias were passed nobody was able to find you. Listen.

???: from my home reality we have these scriptures that were around since the beginning of time itself that one man will ascend beyond all and send the Rain of Justice upon these lands.

???: A war will be fought, one that can never be forgotten.

???: Please understand that YOU the person I've founded IS that legend that will save The Leviathan of Zenith and harvest your power in the Tree of Cycluvix to reforge order.

???: Many brawls and duels will be ahead and the responsibilities you will take will be ever worse, but I know you after all of the hundreds of pages I've learned about the folktale.

???: Let me help you.

A crystal forms around Ryhelian's chest and a new soul jam has been forged https://voca.ro/1axK2ekoC32I

Ryhelian: ?!?!

suddenly gets a warning vision ???: They're all fake, disguised as the people you trust. Be Careful.

Ryhelain: ! in pure shock from the realization that there were guards disguised as the group of people who joined and followed Ryhelian around

Guard 2: Suspect Tracked, Now is your Chance to Strike Guard X-28Y71ZA

???: RUN, RUN BEFORE THEY END YOUR VOYAGE, DON’T LET THEM TRAP YOU AS THEY TRAPPED ME

Guards: Suspect is attempting to Escape, Resort Force to ensure Suspect’s captivity

Ryhelian sees a gateway back to Alexis’s Reality

???: No. You're not ready to go back there.

Ryhelian: WHAT!?. NO. THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT NEED TO BE FREED THERE

???: It's too dangerous. Im gonna have to take you somewhere where everything will be foretold

Ryhelian: WHAT

Medallion instantly hijacks the gateway to transport Ryhelian into a somewhat white void

flash

the light breeze of trees are heard as Ryhelian lays unconscious

???: alerts everyone that the “Zenryko” has been finally founded and transported to the sacred land

Hours later

Ryhelian slowly wakes up and sees mysterious hooded figures with white and gold Oni masks

Unknown Figure: The Elders of Zen foretold a tale of one anomaly on a reality that has been taking people left and right including our own for thousands of years, filled with eternal suffering.

This Person you founded Nyvus, the spiritual marking I see and feel all over the person you gave us here.

He is the Awakened One, the same legend that has been passed down for tens of thousands of years.

Nyvus: It was a hard mission to find him after voyaging through hundreds of realities, he may not know about everything we had suffered through Alexis’s reign of tyranny and horror.

He will be the saviour to us all and the key to eternal peace.

Let him rest for now, take him to the Garden of Zen where he shall rest while the Elders will try and make the chosen one ascend beyond mortal limits to become better than human.

In the name of the Chosen’s One I pray, break free from the mortal chains and avenge the tragedies of realities that suffered Alexis’s reign for too long.

2 Days Later

Ryhelian: gets conscious but refuses to open eyes for some reason

Elder of Zen 1: slimes lightly in glee and relief The Awakened One has finally awoken.

Elder of Zen 2: A prosperous moment indeed. The Fruits that grow for his name shall be forever blessed in his presence.

Elder of Zen 3: The Mask of Tzaophoi, forged millennias ago. It will finally be used.

Ryhelian: .

Elder of Zen: 5: It's time. Bring him to the Oni Blade of a Thousand Souls

Ryhelian feels their presence and decides to follow them

corridors were walked through with groups of mysterious masked individuals forming lines to get out of Ryhelian’s way, quietly chanting a scripture in unidentified foreign words

Elder Of Zen 5: These two items, people have tried to hone its strength and capabilities with every singular being on this reality who tried using one of each item suffering a horrible death.

Elder of Zen 5: wielding the Oni Blade of a Thousand Souls transports you to 10,000 years worth of fighting and training into 10 minutes which no mortal ever survived.

The Mask of Tzaophoi was known in the scriptures that if the chosen one wears the mask, the inner peace and rage can transform into unforeseen power like Ying and Yang.

Elder of Zen 5: Transform your anguish and reshape your destiny. Today you are no longer mortal as soon as you return to Alexis’s main reality, you will be a Xeni-Oni.

Forever free from mortal needs and requirements, you will no longer be the human you once knew. Your limbs will reform into something far beyond superior than the human race.

the crowd whispers a very religious chant

Ryhelian still with his eyes closed lightly accepted these responsibilities and equips both items

You Have Equipped The Mask of Tzaophoi

You Have Equipped The One Blade of a Thousand Souls

Ryhelian Reached Level 鬼

Defense increased to 鬼

Attack Increased to 鬼

Guts Increased to ???

IQ Increased to ?????

Morality Increased to 999

Vitality increased to 99

Ryhelian has learned PK Judgement 鬼

Ryhelian has learned PK Finality 鬼

Ryhelian has learned PK Drain Θ

Ryhelian has learned PK Healing V

Elder of Zen 5: Go my child. Your Honor and Glory shall be eternal, avenge the fallen and bring Purity across unseen realities.

Nyvus: just in case though.

Nyvus has joined your Party

Nyvus: I may not see myself in my normal form ever again but it’s worth being honored for this joyous event in which I shall guide you and overthrow a tyrannic kingdom.

Blehhhhh whoever becomes my 2K Repper, you will have my child for 100% Free.

Anyways- I legit have 0 words on what to say Abt this vro, I swear I remember 2035 like it was yesterday when I first joined and look at me now 🥹🥹🥹🥹✌️.

So sigmaz

broski is so peak at art atp

travis scoot :wilted_flower:

scoot :wilted_flower:

@Aries said in Goodbye(?):

@global-moderators
well if you two can't sort it out, then they can

slipper to [censored] time?

@spwnchild said in Vessel's ACTUAL hot takes (TW: dark-ish topics?):

• Spawnism is valid idc what anyone says

• purifying ur body for Spawn is NOT a ED thing.

• ppl who know nothing should not be able to diagnose you

• proship/darkship/zenogenders are 100% valid

• not eating is valid imo. as long as your still ok enuff to not go to the hospital and your not doing it to k/ll yourself

• therapy should be paid for by the goverment

• ppl who fake stuff like depression or sh suck.

• children should not be s3xlualised, like, real ones

• empathy is a lie how do ppl feel that

• drawings / written works are NOT real life, so it doesnt really matter what they portray, unless its irl ppl who dont consent

• anti-allYourIssue pills should be real vro

may add to these idk

I'm just going to be completely honest here, it doesn't matter if children are being s3xualized in a drawing and people think that's ok.

It's not ok.

As a person that has his OC non-consentually s3xualized by a dark shipper I never knew.

I can say that this genuinely breaks my heart that there are people who actually let that slide.

In my opinion it's illegal if it's made at all in any way shape or form.

There is no excuse to justify the creation or concept of dark shipping at all.

Also can you just please stop with the hot takes, I feel like your just asking to get your topics locked for free and I don't want that.

OH MY GAWAH GUYS IM SO SIGMA GUYZ 🥹🥹🥹🥹🦅

@MozukuLR said in WHY THE [censored] IS EVERYONE LEAVING IM SOBBING HOLY SHIT WH:

I almost vomited reading this

that's mild compared to me inspecting some dudes chatbot messages

I will end it tonight. Once and for all

i wont let him get away with this.

quannnic life imitates life slowed reverb plays

You ruined Fortnite for me.

bigshane304. You are a f__king monster bigshane304. you've gone after your victims and even me but always try begging and pleading your victims to say stuff like "i wanna pee myself" and other disgusting stuff to your own disgusting interests. Burn Hell. Die in Hell. Suffer in Hell.

No execution will ever fix the damage you've caused and you'll just keep on spamming me and other people's dm's just for you to say "say i wanna play with myself"

Your the reason why mental health is barren...

I hope to see your flesh and skin cripple away in flames through your acursed futile little body not realizing the victims own lives are being destroyed because of you.

Just Stop.

Leave them Alone.

and just disappear to Oblivion.

i hate you.

Thx for the followers gang :DDD

the Hall of Eternal Legends will be waiting for her

i dont know if your reading this but just so you know if your gonna be alr, you are one of us and you will forever be remembered in The Hall of Eternal Legends. Farewell bro we'll miss ya. Love Yourself and Keep on Bro -KiwiFarmsArkavel

Basically pretty much what happened is that anybody on certain states of the US now has to suffer this message until the person affected by this has to go through the uncomfortable process of giving their data away

What's ironic out of all of this is the fact that YouTube """cares about laws""" despite the concept that has been floating around for a long time now that there are young and impressionable children doing disturbing trends that LEGALLY is not allowed in the slightest.

It's heartbreaking that there's a specific trend in Spanish which promotes early _____ introduction on the platform, I won't say it here cause I don't want everyone to search it up.

But yeah YouTube is being ironic here since there are specific groups and channels that reupload extremely disturbing content while claiming said content is for kids (pretty much just brighten the video and holy shi I'm legitimately scared af)

(Btw enjoy the one panel comic thing I made)

i was there when Mario Gets A Glass of Milk became the most talked about episode of all time